Pageant has taken over my life. It's all I do anymore. I've missed so many good days of snowboarding just so I can go get pictures taken or do speaches or speach training. It's starting to get lame. Like it would be nice to win but it would just take over my grad year and summer so I'm not sure anymore. Plus one of the girls is going to do anything to win shes gunna tell our pageant lady that I go out drinking and partying all the time and that I'm not commited and that other girls in the pageant do it too (I dont think they do it as much as I do though haha) and that one of the girls in our pageant is pregnant. So basically shes scared of a little competition, so this pageant is going to be interesting...