As I stand in front of you, staring back at you with my blurry eyes, I've become nothing but another cloud of nothing, another meaningless and empty rain, a silent storm full of pain. I cry within the nights of sorrow, for I've fallen asunder from your curse of hatred and love. Weakened by you, I'm torn…
As you stare back at me with those green eyes I melt to pieces, wishing that today I could just once again tell you how much I love you. But I can't... for the words will not come out of my mouth because of the un-steady vibe I feel from you. To wish death upon myself, I pray that I can fall into your arms just once more... for the warmth of your touch and the whisper of your voice has kept me alive for this long…
But as I slowly slip away from your grasp, I scream in pain for I am ripped apart from you. Missing my other half, feeling incomplete because of the thought of you not being here...
But the hate I have towards you has been driving me insane, for the hell you've put me through has put me through pain, crying with the rain, screaming with the thunder, thrashing along with the lightning, I've become one with the raging storm, and now I destroy what ever is in my path..
Standing alone, with broken thoughts and a broken heart. I try my best to forgive you, but all I feel is anger towards you for you have hurt me for the last time... The last time you will rip my heart out of my chest and stomp on it with your G-Unit Shoes...
I've always thought that you would be the better of me, but you turned out to be the worst, thought that maybe I'd be blessed with happiness, but pain is the resulting curse.
So once again I stand in front of you, staring back at you with my blurry eyes, I've become nothing but another cloud of nothing, another meaningless and empty rain, a silent storm full of pain. I cry within the nights of sorrow, for I've fallen asunder from your curse of hatred and love. Weakened by you, I'm torn between the choices of moving on with my life, or just live in utter depression and tears.
Being the one to tell you it’s over is more painful to me than you, but the things you’ve done, the words that were said has left me nothing else to do. So when I tell you to leave once again with those pathetic G-Unit shoes, I try to convince myself just once more that I truly don’t want to be with you.
But as I sit alone, before my slumber, I dream of what could be, and what’s been, and it just turns out to be a big bummer. For I think of the good times we had, and the more I think of it, the more it makes me sad. With the tears I cry there’s a wish inside, that you’ll come back and be back by my side. But when I see you again, I crumble in pain, and I just fall apart with the rain.
Through these times I’ve become nothing but a cloud, but now I am more. I am more stronger, more powerful, and more raging than before. For I dance with the rain, scream with the thunder, and thrash with the lightning, I’ve become something more frightening, more angry than before, I’ve become a Storm Cloud… And nothing more.