I was lost not just but a couple of day s ago. Still stray now and then but I hope that I will be doing better soon. I have truely started to embrace the love of jesus into my life and it really is making a big difference. I must say when I opened the door to the demons it made me mad. Worse it really tore me up inside. Like I was on a suicide mission. Now that i have closed that door and made room for the lord it really is wonderful. I must say though he doesn't just love me though he loves everyone. No matter what you have done he loves you if you go to him. He can forgive you for all of it. Plus he can make you a better person. There is more then just this life. I want to do good so that not only can my soal go to heaven but maybe i can help bring others that were lost like me to the lord too. I am going to try hard and I know that with god on my side there is no devil that can stop me. So all i want to say is that I love our lord and better yet he loves me and you as hard as it is to believe I know he does.