I've had an amazing 6months, I got to learn what it is like to love someone so much that you would do anything for them including die for them, And then its over, the last 2 weeks have been hell we've been on a break and every moment of uncertainty is like another knife in my heart, yet despite what she's put me through i still love her and want her back. she's cheated on me in these last two weeks and iv been as nice as i can be iv said she can let me go ad make a go of it with this guy, ive said she can chose me and notthing will be said and that we could make us work, i just want to know if i have her not, i wont chase her il accept her decision but right now i feel like im limbo and want this over. i want to know if i can move on or to wait, is this too much to ask. i still love her and dont care if anyone read this, this therapy for me its all part of trying heal my heart. lifes a bitch and then you die. cheers for reading if anyone is willing enough to listen to me gabble on. Good night Becky i still love you xxxx
