i just don't want to keep being that girl.  and you all know what i mean. it's a lot harder to put up the front of not caring, but that only works for so long.  no longer do i wish to be played.  standard lines of 'i'm not really looking for anything a "girlfriend" at the moment." truely meaning "i just don't want to be with you." however next time i see them or talk with them, yea, thery're seeing someone.  classic.  i shouldn't care, and most of the time i don't, but everytime it gets harder and harder.  so yea... i'm done with it all.