Poems

 - Poem/lryics I wrote during a breakup my band broke up before we could get anything wrote for it...


Go ahead and blame me for this tonight
Because I know that when tomorrow comes
You'll sell your apology and say I was right
You've done it all to many times before
And I'm getting tired of this open wound

You misread me
Mislead me, abused me
And misused me
You tore open my heart
Right before me
To show me
How much you hurt me

If I could, I would save you from death
It would be like that perfect magic movie ending
Where everything was silent except for your breath
That crept over me and stole the words from me
As I knew I couldn't be with you, because of you

You misread me
Mislead me, abused me
And misused me
You tore open my heart
Right before me
To show me
How much you hurt me
And Its over now
This romantic tragedy
Could never be
Just you and me

I feel so broken down and numb this time
With all these thoughts inside my mind
I know your with him
Your only his "friend"
But friends make lovers
And It's all the same in the end
This Isn't the only night you two have shared
And being a guy I know his intentions
I've been in his place
Walked in his shoes
Been only "friends"
As an excuse
When really i was dieing
Trying to get your attention
And hit on you was much as I could
While being only "friends"
Waiting for a kiss or even a sign
The look in my eyes, if only you would

Superficial Self-Mutilation

Tell me what does this do for you
Does it help you feel alive
Does it make you feel good
To watch yourself slip away
With your pain on display
On your arm that you harmed
Just tell me why you cry
And what I can do to comfort you
I’m here for you my love

Cut yourself with razorblades
Pull the pin on hand grenades
How’s this helping you
How’s this helping you

My beautiful
Do you see I am here for you
More then razorblades ever will
And I’m better for you then your Benadryl
That you take when you’re wide awake
At night when nothings alright
And you feel like nobody cares
Your mothers not there to brush your hair
And comfort you like she us to

Cut yourself with razorblades
Pull the pin on hand grenades
How’s this helping you
How’s this helping you

Give me the chance
Pain can only get better from here
It's not as bad as it may appear
Just give me the chance
I'll carry you through

Black and white silhouette
A beauty that i've never met
Lips around her cigarette
I never will forget...
Her name so unoriginal
Nobody could...
A winter rose
In her favorite clothes
And, and her love that glows
Like a star i supose...
With a kiss so unforgiving
It kills...
Like a bullet to the soul
And a number one goal
My thoughts you stole...
By every word you said
And never did...