Poems

in the hour when all is still
i feel the rise and fall of my own breathing
and i am haunted by my emptiness
my sickness i embrace, is for you

in my mind we laugh together
your hand presses warm on mine
but i know im all alone
my pillow drowns my sobs, but is dry

my mind goes back to when we last met
and races to the day we will meet again
but here i am between
somtimes i wish i could sleep forever

in my dreams you are near....
SOMETIMES
somtimes you are distant and cold
i awake cold and weary of this wait
IT IS THIS WAITING THAT TEACHES ME TO LOVE!!

~~~Raychel Rose~~~

*TRUST IN YOUR HEART AND THE ONE YOU LOVE AND NEVER LET GO*

She sits in her corner and hides from the world,
And cries herself to sleep, her heart is bleeding,
Her soul is dying, and all the can do is weep.
Her eyes are swollen, her body's gone numb,
And her mind can think no more, she opend her heart,
For someone she loved, but then he slammed the door.
He cast her aside, pushed her away and tried so hard not to care,
But he cant seem to help what he feels in his heart,
But to show her, he just wouldnt dare.

He has to be srtong, do what seems best,
But his heart is breaking in two, the timeings no good,
They cant help that fact, so really what can they do?
They need each other and thus found that flame,
But somewhere it took a wrong turn,
But it seems to be true, it just caught a slight wind,
In their hearts it will allways burn

~~~Raychel Rose~~~

on and on these tears flow
for a reason only i know
ive tryed talking once and for all
but still my words feel very small
one by one they all let go
and ruin the friendship we used to know
letting go is very hard
for now I know the end isnt far
I lay the blade across my wrist
and in pain and anger clinch my fist
blood dripps on the cold wood floor
and as i die i notice the door
there he stands and begins to cry
and begs me not to let go and die
i visualize all the times we had
together
and how i thought we'de last forever
now he cliches my bloody wrist
and at God he begins to shake his fist
its not Gods falt that he loved me
but that i didnt see
now im damned to spend eternal life
all because of the mistake of a knife

~~~Raychel Rose~~~