Poems

Sorry I couldn't be the person,
You wanted me to be.
Sorry if I was just a mistake,
But when I'm gone, remember me.

There so much you don't know,
Too much you wouldn't understand.
I know you hated me from the start,
You are ashamed of who I am.

I wish I could tell you,
What you've put me through.
But even if I told you,
You'd think it not true.

Now I'm writing what I couldn't say,
But only in rhyme.
Please give me one last chance,
Before I melt away.

Today for a second I waited,
A pause that I needed to take.
Held tight were my eyes to the pillow,
Delayed was the motion to wake.
A moment was needed to listen,
To the silence that filled the new day.
A moment to be more decisive,
About the self that I want to portray.

Sometimes I wish I felt pretty.
Sometimes I wish I was more.
Sometimes I wish I could vanish,
Through a promising wide open door.
Sometimes I wish I felt needed.
Sometimes I wish it was true.
Sometimes I wish I could realize,
All the things that I've needed to do.

But the wishes of maybe are countless,
And the hours do not disagree,
That time makes a habit of slipping away
And there's only one chance to be me.

I'll always know when I'm tired,
And I'll always know each mistake.
I'll always know when I'm happy,
And I'll always know when I'm fake.
I'll never regret that which happens,
I'll never deny a good friend.
I'll never, on purpose, harm my own heart,
I'll be there for me in the end.

You are a true friend
More like a brother I've never had
Your always there for me
Never laughing at my faults
Just listening and encouraging
You've never lost hope in me
Even at times of giving up
While I sat there in tears
And knowing your right there
Right beside me
Helping me with every step I take
Is the best feeling in the world
It means alot to me
Knowing that someone out there
Is looking out for me
And I don't know how
To thank you
For all that you've done.

What I feel for you is something words just can’t describe
I thought I could say it to your face and lord knows that I’ve tried
So now I’m writing what I couldn’t say about how I feel inside

This paper is my soul and my blood flows as ink in this pen
These words are written on my heart, where only you have been
You saved me from the misery that has swallowed so many men

Inside my heart there lay a graveyard where love once went to die
Shedding its wings for a ball and chain, never again able to fly
Where a thousand rivers flooded my heart from all the tears id cry

Who would’ve thought that words like these would ever come to me
Words Like love and happiness where all I thought was death and misery
Now flowers grow and birds sing where once there was none to see

Just having you has made the sun come out love once again flies free
Rivers of joy replace rivers of sorrow, happier than I’d hoped to be
From a broken heart to brand new start you’re everything to me

Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn's rain.

This is kinda about my brother...



you make my life a living hell
your harmful words slap me hard
why can't you see my hurt and pain?
it's because your trying to
look cool infront of your freinds
well guess what?!?!
your not cool beating up
someone whose younger then you!
you just look like an
idiot trying to fit in
i fell sorry for whover
falls inlove with you
oh, right, you wouldn't
hit a girl JUST ME!!!
so you kno what?!?!
you can burn in hell for
all eternity. it you die
i'd laugh and not care
because of all you've done
to me.

One little flower
Had alot to say
To tell us about Rememberence Day
On November 11th
The war had ended
And many soldiers died
For the country they defended
The poppy tells us
To put on graves
Flowers and wreaths
For our soldiers brave.