Poems

Dying now, slowly fading away, bleeding out, not seeing the light of day. Suffering, screaming shadows of pain, missunderstood life and things that would drive anyone insaine, sanity is but an illusion that one trys to creat, when man is just a decoil, a machanical descendent designed strictly to hate. Man is an allusion, disigned purely for the government to bring war and death, designated driving desire, following hate, burning the boddies, and to inprissonate, they all want to see one suffer and hurt inside, makes them feel wonderful knowing that they succeeded in what they have tried.
Snap shots, cammera's and blood, murder, and crime hidden by mudd. The filth of todays "sociaty" or whatever you wish to call it, has been on a steady downfall quickly to hell, we burn always and forever...without a single soul to sell. No place to hide no place to run, the world is suffering a slow decay under a smoking gun.
Left alone standing in the dark, what you hear is not nessasaraly true, a dogs bite is alot worse then it's bark..We have been bitten, ripped from lim to lim, we will suffer to our verry las breath, but this world is being slowly brought to it's misserable death, life to an end..tip of the knife...smoking gun.
Chains and shackles, fire and smoke, burning boddies, and sights that make you choke, nothing much matters....earth is all ready lying in its death bead ready to croke.
You bring us to war, and herd us in to submission, but you call us free, how can you come to belief that we are actualy in this possition? You put us in our death bed and lay us to rest, soldiers 6 feet under and you still say you do your best? You think you know it all, you realy think you do, well mr President, I say f*ck you! You can blow me and lick your dripping cock, you've all ready been blown, your all ready full of hot air, shut your mouth pig, there aiint no one that cares! Your just a dumbass Texan, a hillbilly hick, a lazzy as biatch boy raised in the stick! Well let me tell you a lil somethin to bring you to life, we don't care....it's over fag, your at the tip of the knife...it's your blood not ours, give it up whore...your a dud...is over, get out..faggoty pig, don't know what your talkin about it's all your dad, leave America...goodbye. Too sad.

Where was I when they were passing the tourch
when they were all
getting some action out in the bush
getting some action behing a dark shaded green graffiti garage
getting some action in the goddamned field
when they were all
getting their jock straps monogrammed gold
when they were all sipping sweaty, hard brews.

Where was I when our fauthers were teaching us
how to cover our cocks with barbed wire
teaching us how to make love
and orgasmic war.

Where was I when we we boys
becoming greasy, bald-headed deacons and
finger-f*cking commandos Praise the Lord
when we were boys becoming
fat-breasted, gold-buttoned, white-wig financiers
and the people who control the mail God bless America.

Where was I when they were
boys sodomizing pilgrims and indians
and all the horses in between and leaving them for dead
Where was I when they were
playing spin-the-bottle at the never-ending parties
with girls in seman-colored dresses
pulled all the way over their heads and
who seemed to come all night.

Where was I when they were pissing inside
of their pretty alcoholic wives.
When they were dancing naked homosexual rain dances
in the locker rooms all across the American galacy and
smearing pricked fingers together swearing allegiance
to the covering of each other’s ass.
When they were taking sh*t breaks from the divine Law
as only real men can.
When they tuned Christ into toilet bowl cleaner
and Buddha into a synonym for the pussy whole and
Allah into abracadabra and
eventualy a puff of cigarette smoke.
sh*t.

Where was I when we were growing invisable pubic hair,
taking the last drop of milk from the cow
graduating from superman lunch boxes to
plumber’s ass cracks and tool boxes.
Where was I when all my family passed the torch before me?
Where was I and why can’t I stop screaming.

By: Danial Boston

Eyes swelled
Remembering the past I have dwelled
feeling down
No facial expressions above a frown
A whimper a whine
Wishing everything was fine
To love, To live
To share your heart and give
You are so sad
Yet you are so mad
You close your eyes
Your heart has been broken as it slowly dies
Your hurt travels from your heart up
Leaving your body stiff as a stump
You hurt and regret
Your eyes start to tear up and get wet
Sliding down your face
Absorbing into your body with out a trace
As you look at your arms for they have bled
Your eyes hurt of they have turned red

It’s boiling up inside
I cannot hide
There is no tears left that I haven’t cried
Everyone I’ve ever trusted has lied
Should I carry on
My pain and anger has bond
Step by step my temper climbs the latter
Hurt, pain, and frustration nothing can matter
Feelings cutting in so deep
feeling less than a worthless creep
Mussels tightening and getting tense
Your blocked in like an animal behind a fence
I’ve gone mad
I’ve lost everything I’ve ever had
I’m so deep with anger
Stay away don’t get in danger
I would give a cold hearted stare
Because I know you’re all the same and don’t care
I’m so mad I feel that I could kill
But why do that when you only get a thrill
Why do you have to be such a fool
I should make you pay for being so cruel
Just shut up, I don’t wanna hear it
I just wanna get out of here and forget
Too many stupid things you have done
I can count more than one
If you know what’s good for you
Shut your mouth don’t argue because you know it’s true
Don’t let your mouth run free
Because it would be the last time you hurt me

My love for you is all I can give
Without you in my world I don’t know how I would live
I give you my life and my soul
To make you feel more complete and whole
How could we only be this far?
I want to be where you are
I wanna hold you so tight
Feeling these feelings that are so right
You won’t longer be alone on a cold night
We’re gonna stay together in this light
Never again shall you fall
For I will give you my all
For: Danny Boston

My father helped me from above
He gave me your heart to love
It is a complete stun
That we reunite and become one
We are close friends
Now with love that never ends
I will give you my wings to fly
Because my love for you will never die
My true love is what you will always be
You mean the world to me
I won’t ever let you go
My love for you is strong I want everyone to know
Because you are my everything
You’re an angel that was above now with a broken wing
I feel so alive
Since your love did arrive
I’ll be with you one day just maybe
But you will always be my baby
For: Danny Boston

You were always there
You were the only one that cared
You loved me
But this I didn’t see
You got me so high
Your love gave me wings to fly
My world is a better place because of you
You are my everything that is true
When things get high or low
I will be the one there to show
You put the stars in my sky
I know I’m not with you but I’ll try
You are apart of me
You’re the only one that could see
You are for keeps, I’ll hold on to you tight
I know your love is so right
Hold on don’t let go of this love
Everything will stay a float and above
Even though we are apart
You will always and forever be in my heart
For: Danny Boston

Emotions and pain crash
It’s coming so fast you only see a flash
You get scared as you start to panic
Your body and mind make you frantic
Do you love or do you hate?
You were put here to create
I wish I could blend
But I always have to pretend
Can anyone get me out of this elusion
I’m lost deeply in confusion
Where am I? I can’t find myself
Am I stored up on a empty shelf?
There’s no where I can cling
I cannot see anything
Am I blind?
Is there anyone I can find?
My mind and body have died
For my emotions have collide

It’s not blue, It’s not black
Don’t turn around, Don’t ever look back
Open your eyes, open your mind
There is life in there to find
It’s not green, It’s not red
Why worry if your emotions can’t be read?
Watch people pass by, oh how they have fled
You felt so alive now you are so dead
It’s something out there
But im not sure where
It’s not yellow nor is it white
I’m not sure where it’s at or weather it’s right
Don’t be scared
This feeling can be bared
These feelings sometimes never go away
That’s because they are grey

My life goes up my life goes down
You were always the one to be around
Thank you for being there
Thank you for giving a care
I wanna go home
But I’m surrounded by a wall of stone
Everyday you help me chip through
There was a person I grew on, that was you
Don’t ask why or how
I do need an applause , I will bow
Yes I’m the one that fell in love
Floating heart and all like a dove
I wanna break that wall
I wanna get to you if I have to crawl
My heart keeps pounding and it won’t stop
My feelings for you I will never drop
I got feelings that are stuck
But with you I know I will be out of luck
Please do remember
That nothing grows in December
The feelings are gonna be the only thing that will grow
I can’t help it though