Poems

Take a look into my eyes,
The lies I have washed away,
I never have to cry again

When you are with me,
All I can see is pure life,
To shield me from this knife

The past that ruled my heart,
As fallen apart,
As I break out of this shell

When you are will me
All I can see is pure life,
Forever I will be your wife.

I will always be true,
Loving only you,
And promise to smile for you have saved me,
Saved me from all this pain
That I will never have to drain another tear.

What made you stay
What did I say that made you different,
Was I the one that you dreamed?

What made you stay
Were you through trying,
Are you tired of crying,
Please I am tired of hearing nothing but lying,
I want to know let it show


What made you stay
Was it the beauty that surrounds us,
Lust or love,
Am I your dove?
Only to fly in the heavens above

What made you stay
All that matters is that you'll stay forever.
Will you stay forever?

My pain,
That for the past years I drained in tears
Unforbidden fears that took my heart
Slowly tore me apart,
As if I had to start my life over again
Each time I let my emotions take the best of me,
Only they could see that I would fall
Fall for each life that past by,
I heard dozens of lies,
But never did they hear the cries of my broken sole,
Only today I am whole,
Because of you who pulled me out of this hole
That surrounded me like a pile of coal,
Never a dull moment,
You lull the pain away
I know now that you will always will stay.

Tears rushing down into a puddle of lies,
The love we shared
I cry out for,
Only if they knew you cared
I look into your eyes so beautiful I myself have become in denial,
Lying bare on the floor,
Senial I gently taste your lips,
I suddenly begin to miss you more,
As you gently glide your hands down my hips,
My eyes sore with pain,
I waken to the cold and lonely midst that surrounds my body,
I shout in vain for what has taken place,
I feel as if you were with me and nobody will believe me,
A lasting memory of your face,
That I must leave you behind,
There must be no trace,
The dream of you slowly glides through my mind,
As you slowly go with grace
A man that we only know as kind,
Erase my nightmare
Now I must leave you behind.

She beauty and brains
She drains her sorrows into you
What do you do ?

Fall in love
You call her on the phone
SHe wants to be alone

She said she was there
And she'd always care
She loved you

Fall in love
You call her on the phone
SHe wants to be alone

Your heart broken
Where is her token of effection
Does she have no recollection
Of your love

Fall in love
You call her on the phone
SHe wants to be alone

When I hear you on the phone
Its like the sun as shone
in the darkness I take your hand
I ask you if you'll stand by me
and be my man
your love is for one thing
I don't know if you love me
can't you see
I want us to be
together and forever
but I don't know if you'll see that ever
I try to hint it saying how I feel
do you know my feelings are real
you want to seal
this deal with sex
but I want to have love
not just this stupid lust
you've found that will soon turn to dust,
you expect me to bust out without falling in love
you're like a dove
so beautiful but can only be satisfied above
which covenant will I break next
Gods punished me with unsatisfied guys
Who will soon leave me don't be shy
I already know its coming before you say it
I thought you'd be different
You lit my heart
soon you'd tear it apart
go ahead
tell me you love me
then you see its not great enough
you say your tough
they say love is rough
but do you have to be this way
go ahead say
what you need
tell me it was for the best
but this test
remains unpassed
how do i know you'll surpass
the worthyness of your potiental
your sensational
but can you stay longer
than any other
would you love me stronger
than my mother or brother
if not will you make me cry
I'd rather die
trying to love you
than living without you
I'm shivering will you warm me up
will you cook me supper
tuck me in bed
when my head is pounding
instead of shouting about
you never want to do anything
the many things you tell me
help me to know
and to let me show
how much i care
I'll alway be there
Will you?
Please share this life with me!

Deep down inside
you had an anger you couldn't hide
your mother
was only there for you a day in your life
your father
ran away and left you behind
your sister did when you were 5

The whole world
left you alone
in a world unknown
and now you keep everyone out

you weaped you cried but now its over
the worlds gentle and kind
And you still won't let them in
Come on they are your friends
but still you turn away
when are you going to understand?

A stranger
so tender and sweet
when will we meet
On a crowed street
at the mall
Will we have a ball
Will I know that he has it all
His voice so true
his words so calming
My dreams come true
Now the days that were blue
they are no more
Will it be forever more?
I feel in love
is he from the heavens above?
He has everything I need
If he ever leaves
I'll beg and pleed for him to stay
Not for just a day
But forever and always!
I love him
Even though I may not know
how to let it show
I care so much!

I'll probally be up late tonight
This feeling I can't describe
this anger, this passion
all jumbled up in one body
I never know what to say
I feel like I want to scream
Anger and hurtful words
won't get me anywhere
Ice cream won't will it away
No one see fault in me

I sleep , I snore
This shore of pain
they do not see
It must be a disguise I put on

Am I depressed
not wanting to get up and get dressed
these thoughts run through my head
over and over again
I can't explain what has happened
or the pain i feel

People ask me questions
I can not answer
then I know somethings wrong
I have overcome alot of tears
Though my fears still stand

I don't know why
and to be shy
is not anything in question
these tears flow whenever they please
come as you are
but as long as you leave

I see people that look like me
is this all a joke
I feel like i'm choking on the pain
something has to change

Even though the pain
may seem as if its gone
but it still lives on
you know that even if you try to cure it
the exsistance will be the same
and its no shame if its true
this is not a game

I'll tell the whole world
and if they look at me different
they are cruel people
and why would
you want to be around them!

1 row over and 3 seats back
When you turn around I try not to stare
but I lack that
When I look at you I see
a talented, althetic, funny
smart guy
but what do you see?
or do you even look at me?
Who am I to you?
Or do you know
I don't even let this feeling show
I like you I try not to make it so
Obvious, but this I can not help
Now you probally are wondering
Just who I am
When you look at me
you'll see a girl you'd probally
never date
Curly hair and green eyes
Not perfect or beautiful
Just plain and simple
But I'm who I am
and not what
anyone wants me to be
Oh can't you see?