You Did This (I Know What Y...
and every time I said your name to myself,
in the wind the words hit me like bullets in the face,
and I’ll never be content with this,
I’ll never be content with friendship ,
so I’ll sever all ties
and you always win because you fight with a knife,
there's a bottle broken on the pavement, the glass kinda looks like it did,
when you hit the windshield and all the words I said,
I take them back, you never meant it,
you swear and I swear, so f*ck this,
summer's over and you couldn't have picked a better heart to cut out with your smile.
there are a lot of things that I regret
I'll never forget.
you ran so many red lights
ruined all the times we spent
every time we played, your cards would always win
your hands were in so many places, they never should have been
I wasted so many nights, now I’m wasted all the time
because there's nothing else that I can find
to replace the other half of the picture that I ripped apart
you took it to far, and now I’m standing in the backyard, staring at the stars
with my arms spread like wings
patience and timing is everything
but f*ck waiting
if I see you again, I’ll be sick
you disgust me, but it's not as easy as it's said
I miss the little things that I’m gonna end
staring down the barrel,
the hands you used to hold, now hold this gun.
I’d give you a round of applause
for everything you accomplished
and a standing ovation for all the things you said but never meant
I could care less, but nothing seems to stop you from getting in my head when I’m trying to fall asleep
if I could, I'd take back anything, I wouldn't regret a second in doing it,
I’ll keep the memories but I should have held back on the "I miss you's"
because I know you will never miss anyone
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