Poems

We race down the trail,
Picking up speed.
One hits the rail,
But I take the lead.

Hit the jump fast.
Take-off is clean.
On landing I crash.
Oh what a scene!

Shake it off fast!
No time to be dazed.
Don't wanna be last.
I'm not even fazed.

It's starting to snow.
Vision's unclear.
Still I ride like a pro.
Unwilling to fear.

I'm first to the base.
Soon the others ride in. 
Psyched, I won the race.
Now up the lift again.

hearing echos of drunken laughter off in the distance

but i always push you away, when you try to pry

into my mind, behind this convincing diguise

you looked at me so deeply, tryin to find whats behind these eyes

and i stared back at you, burning into your soul

                                            

as i lay here running my fingers through your hair i realize you are all mine every strand of hair every freckle for how long only one seems to know but for now you are mine

there are so many things that are better left unsaid
but the fact that you're no longer here is depressing
and for that it can not go unsaid
i loved you from the moment that i laid eyes on you
you are truly everything that i wanted
and i see that now that you are gone
i love you even though you dont know me
all that will happen in due time
you will always be my sunshine
and the light in my life
as long as you are away i will try my hardest to change
change for you my love for when you come back into my loving arms
i cant wait for that day
when we are both older and a littler wiser
you are what i long for
i will wait for you my love
and forever i will wait
i cant wait for you to be apart of me again
with those radient blue eyes looking at me
and looking into my soul
you are my daughter and forever you will be
even though we are apart we will be together soon
no one can keep us apart forever except for you
i will understand if you hate me and never want to talk to me
but the things that i did i did for you my love
they were for the best...
i will change and be ready for you to come back into my life in a few short years
i love you darling and love for  you i will always have
no one can come between me and you
unless of course i take the road to heaven
but love there i will wait for you
in the loving arms of the lord
you are my savior and you are my light
guide me where ever it is that you want me to go
i will follow you even to the deepest parts of the earth i love you my dear and love you  i will always do
i dream of you and the life that you have
and i dream of the day when they will no longer be theres but mine again


i love you devonnah for you i will until the end of times

I'm dying.
You, as a mere onlooker, wonder;
What undue misfortune did this poor child,
This Angel,
Bestow upon God enough as to stir his Wrath in such a way as to bring
This fate?
But, as a mere onlooker, you get no answer,
No phrase of comfort in the matter.
The pain you feel, you know I experience Tenfold,
But as a mere onlooker...you just look on.
Watching as my pain exceeds the limit my body can withstand.
You,
As an onlooker,
Watch my soul escape the prison
That was once my body.
And you.
You,
As a mere onlooker,
Are the only one who knows.

So many words,
So little time.
So much to write,
So hard to rhyme.
I want to touch,
To hold your hand.
I try to reach,
But find i can't.
Sorrow ensues,
And tears fall down.
You watch me sadly
But don't make a sound.
You stretch your arm
And brush my cheek.
The stroke of heat,
It makes me weak.
I feel you there
And call your name.
I don't yet know
The rules of this game.
Pick me up and carry me.
I beg you, please, just humor me.
So gently now, you kneel beside,
And whisper to my soul inside.
"Come!" you tell it,
In a fearsome way.
"Come to me now!
Come here to stay.
I'll show you worlds you never knew.
I'll show you love.
The One.
The True."
My body fades, a memory.
All I need now is you.
With me.