know that whatever your doing is the most beautiful thing.
stressing lately , money not there when ya need it,never enuff anyways, new cam gear , new gear gear , rent , plane tickets,havent stoped in what seems like months,f*cking exhausted daily,havent skated in weeks, wanna make a film, express that , whats it called agagin oh ya creativity , need a sled , smokeing a pack a day , on another note it seems whenever i cant find a lighter the pack of matches i find seem to have 1 match in it always? , trying not to drink , got drunk last sunday , missed thanks giveing but pete line told me a story about juggling (fake) dead babies for an electric add that never got printed,(funny fellow by the way),whilst rageing drunk in the basement of the local so it seemed worth it at the time, dads in utah sis is in stonewall moms across the river , im sick as shi*t and still working construction , lost a new pair of headphones. but i'll get some more so thats ok , still pissed though, i loose everything, i think my minds next . i just wanna see the snow again and jam out with the boys do some slashes blast some hips smile and be poor in the mountains , im poor now but its in the praries so its different , right ? atleast thats what im telling myself, a couple more weeks till im free again or so i think , priorities for the week
1.get unsick
2.buy that f*ckin cam already
3.book a flight
4.send off proform
5.sell that piece of shi*t i call a car
6.smile
7.remember the first sentence of this post
keep loveing what your loveing and doing what your doing and the tides will turn sooner or later
till then i bid you all my best regards and keep wishing for the stuff that makes us smile all winter
christopher saniuk
o ya this was 100% inspired by jody w's rantings , thata boy jody
