Poems

    Kill everybody once again,
NOw I am my only friend,
I'll never find myself.

    What is wrong with me,
I am living free,
Still I cannot see,
what I'm meant to be.

    Look in my eyes,
Breath in the fire,
Tell me your dream, your biggest disire,
Help me find peace deep inside,
Show me how to live or let me die.

    Somethings wrong with me,
I've gone crazy,
This is scary,
Give me sympathy.

    Hate you,
Hate me too,
Kill you,
Kill me too,
F**k you,
F**k me too,
Take you,
Take me away.

    Help me find my way to reality,
Give me words to say,
F**k you all anyways!!

    By:Erica Louise Benson

       Time takes it's toll,
Death leaves it's mark.
    Hell goes on a roll,
Souls get lost in the dark.
    Guiding light in my heart will shine,
Brighter than flames of eternity.
    Leading your soul back to mine,
Even in death you will find me.
    Lost wonderers cry in despair,
Strayed from the beaten path.
    Even now in the devils lair,
The lost and hopeless feel his wrath.
    Death may strip our flesh away,
Warms may feast on our hearts.
    The captives of our souls decay,
Yet we are not apart.
    Through the bleakness and despair,
A hand will reach for yours.
    You will see me standing there,
Just past the arch of hells doors.
    Love will make you take my hand,
And we will laugh as we walk.
    Through this sad and lonely land,
And I'll say that we need to talk.
    My love for you was as strong in life,
As it is now in deaths hold.
    My love, there is no need for strife,
To me a secret has been told.
    Even in death our bond is so strong,
I am you and you are me.
    No matter what may come along,
Here we rule eternity.


    By:Erica Louise Benson

Dedicated to my man Mark Anthony Sieniarecki.

    Let me take you,
Fill you in,
Once I'm broken,
Kill thy sin,
Follow me now,
Don't take long,
Now I'm sinking,
This is wrong.

    Something is now nothing and I like it,
Living is now dieing,
Oh I love it,
Something is wrong with me and I like it,
Kill me and release the strain,
But it tastes so good.

    Tell me secrets,
Let me see,
Kill me later,
Set me free,
I will follow,
Once again,
I'm so hollow,
Killed by sin.

    So you think it's over...
No it's just begone...
Can you taste my sorrow?...

    By:Erica Louise Benson

    Every day I look at you,
And every day I think...
What can I do to make you happy?

    Every night I think of you in my dreams,
I keep wondering if we will be together forever?

    Every time I look into your deep soulful eyes,
I try to look beyond them into your mind.

    Every time I think of you,
I GO CRAZY!

    Every second of the day I can't think of anyone else but you,
My dreams came true,
And I'm happy.

    Every...
Every day...
Every hour...
Every minute...

    Every second there aren't enough moments in the day for you and me.

    By:Erica Louise Benson
Dedicated to my man Mark Anthony Sieniarecki. I love you baby!!

    You must love the one you marry
or the one that you commit yourself to.

    If all you have for some one is lust,
At least love enough to tell them that you don't love them.

    Respect them enough as a person as well as a woman
or man for that matter.

    Don't be one who plays games,
And messes with some ones head just to make yourself feel better.

    It's not right and it hurts peoples feelings,
Not just their feelings,
Some, it could hurt their lives.

    Love is what the world needs and loving people in it,
If all we don't have love,
the world will come to an end!

    So remember,
Respect those among you,
And love them in a way that is true!


       By:Erica Louise Benson
Written on December 13,2007.

    Darkness shadows over head,
H-bombs kill a million dead,
Now the time has come to say,
There must be a better way.

    F**k the cops and all the guns,
F**k holy war and the nuns,
Now the time has come to say,
    War will come anyway!

    Trying so hard to live and be happy,
But human kind makes me sick and hateful,
F**k all war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


          By:Erica Louise Benson