as i move on
my mind will escape me
into a place without you
its a place i don't want to be
my thoughts start to leave me
disappearing never to be seen
then darkening as you walk away
soon to be gone i try to think
my deepest fears
the worst of the hurts
all joining against me
my once worst thoughts
as my mind grows weaker
so does my heart
as i laugh on the outside
i bleed rich blood inside
my hidden thoughts
now bidden for you
the pain to much to bear
but now bearing for you
my soft unguarded heart
now hard and barred from you
these horrible thoughts
all about you running in my head
this pain you caused
to much for one to handle
this slowly dieing person
once loved too much
why does this hurt?
why do i still care?
because it was betrayal
because it was you
crying for help
dieing to be alone
these thoughts to confusing
these cuts not deep enough
all my worries come true
all these thoughts to horrifying
all because of you
all because of them
the world begins to darken
my body now weak
my heart beat slowing
those thoughts now leaving
my body now cold
the world now bleak
my heart beat stopped
those thoughts now gone
all because of you
this was your goal
all because of them
they didn't even care
all because of you