About Me
I'm cassandra.
The school I currently run is North High.
I laugh, without holding back. I'm hilarious. I'll never be what you expected. You'll never understand me, or a god damn word that comes out of my mouth. I ask why about everything I do or have done. I devote myself to so many things, that in the end seem pointless. I don't have any trust left for anyone, because of the people in my past that screwed me over. The ability to look past our own two eyes, out that shattered window called life, seems inadequate. Time is a healer and I think it influences every decision I've ever made. I've been scared to death that my life will change overnight, because it has in the past. A change could ruin everything right now. I'm never sure of anything or anyone. I always make up my mind about someone, and then wait for them to prove me wrong. I've quit everything I was ever good at, and now I'm picking up the pieces. My favorite time of day is that short ambiguous period once night has ended and before the sun has risen up. When the world seems silent and I feel like I am the only one alive. I ponder on when my generation will realize that independence, trust, and reality are the biggest worries of our lives. The things that once made us happy will loose their hold. Friendship has lost its allure. And our love? Where did it all go? When did we stop loving eachother.? At the end of the day I've stopped looking for the answer. Because there isn't one answer. Love isn't the answer. Its part of the answer.
