So Ashley and I have been together almost 5 years, and even though this is all mushy and gay, I have to say it's still REALLY hard for me to not sleep with her at night if I have to go out of town or vice versa.  I'm going up to visit my daughters gramma, (kinda my adopted Mom, really great lady) and Ashley has to work, so we'll have to spend two nights apart and I'm totally dreading it.  Don't I just sound a like a puss?  It's crazy how much I miss that woman when we aren't together, and I can definately say with confidence I have NEVER been in a relationship where I loved someone so completely even after 4 1/2 years!  I think 18 months is about the longest I've ever made it anyway.  When I was married it was pretty much over after 18 months, and then we just hung out like best friends for another 2 years or so before we finally made the big change and split up and go divorced.  So, kinda cool on Valentines day to be reminded of how in love I am and that I'm not even the least bit bored with Ashley yet, and I really look forward to every single night we spend together.  I hope it will always be like that, but at the same time I kinda hope I get over it so I'm not worried about how I can sleep without her.  Two things I have to have when I sleep....a fan blowing on my face, and Ashley spooned up to me.  Oh, actually 3, because I really like having one of those little round pillows between my knees, so much better that way!!!  Anyway, for anyone who tortured themselves by reading that rare moment of mush, let it be known that I'm very much in love.  Flirt as I do, and gawk at all the little hard bodies with no conscience, at the end of the day it's all about my baby and our great little family.  Love love love ha ha!!!

 

At least Taylor and I are gonna have "guys night" where we'll play video games and eat skittles and veg out!