Dave,

As im sitting here, sweating from running, listening to john mayer..ironicly, keep looking up to see if i have that new message, i think, i realize, i hope. Time after time, this hope, just keeps getting tunred down. I just keep waiting for that "one day and some day". But as this time goes on, it makes it harder and harder to wait for.  Thats when the realization kicks in. Do i really wanna be with someone who makes me wait like this? Who will make me go crazy because i just want him? Do i really want someone who makes me cry ever night and stay up waiting, only to find in the morning that it was another let down of a night? No, no dave i dont. So why you ask, why do i continue to wait, why do i continue to put myself through this pain and misery when i could any it any time i choose? Becuase im in love with you and its not that easy to just let it go. I tell myself that i will be ok and everything will be fine. But yet, there's that one part of me that say no, no i wont. I need you, i will always love you and of course always want you, dont give up, he'll come around some day. So i don't, i wait. And i wait and wait and wait. As each day passes, I hope, as each night rolls around, I cry, all because i dont want to give up on you, all because i still have my faith, my hope. Dave i'll always love YOU, it will always be YOU, but one day, im going to give up, my hope will be gone because its so sick and tired of being let down every single now.  There is only one you, but there are people that are like you only will treat me better, will love me too.  So, in the words of john mayer "I will find another you."