you're not creative. you are most definately socieopathic - but you are not smart. everything you say can be easily picked apart by the right person. the line in your profile "the greatist trick the devil ever played was making the world believe he did NOT exist". notice my correction. that line is from the movie the usual suspects. you related to the main character - you too felt unwanted and unaccepted. so, you tried to model yourself after him. after all, he wins in the end, does he not? atleast in your mind. it makes you feel powerful. it is a false feeling.