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alone with my thoughts
alone in my torture
a solitary embryo incubating in hypocrisy
convictions advertised
morals televised
but all of them are lies
and they leave me so alone
fighting to stay separate
bitter at being outcast
dying to be accepted
because of all I deny
searching for an outlet
longing for more input
pushing everyone away
ai I retreat so deep inside
deep inside the anger
deep within the pain
I revel in dysfunction
as I pretend I'm not insane
diseased in my nature
diseased in my genes
chained by my denial
of the evil I have been
fighting to overcome it
in a battle that's all my own
I'm looking for a companion
but my thoughts are mine alone
I want to form an army
to save me from the world
and to change what's wrong among us
to create all we deserve
but my friends have their own battles
and I help them win their wars
and though they fight right here next to me
our battles are only ours
so I've finally found my army
and I acknowledge what I've always known
I will rally my troops to save me
for they are my thoughts alone
(c)BSR2003


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