are you kidding me? are you going to ignore me for the rest of our lives, because we believe different things, you were never like that, why would you be now? i know youre better than that, i miss it too.
mad? no, just bored enough to write about it.
after all we had and went through i would of thought i deserved a hi and how are ya once in a while even if you hate me.
but how could you hate me? you dont even know me anymore... but then again i dont even know you anymore...
i know myself though and i know what i want and what i need, and its not worrying about you not liking me anymore after everything you did for me and everything we did together.
remember? steamy car, the movies, being pulled over by a cop, watching that bad movie with my sister, throwing rocks behind save-on. do you remember? do you even remember me anymore? or us? friendship, relationship, i dont care, do you remember anything, or do you choose to purposly ignore all thoughts?
i miss you, i miss how you made me feel even just being in my life and being there... im not desprate and in love with you or stalking you or anything creepy. it's my 2 year anniversary with james this monday, i am happy, for once, im happy.
but i'm still waiting for you.
