Yeah so at first i thought it would be like this for just a while, like a couple months tops, but shi*t, i think this is just how its gonna be.and that is really depressing.i gotta figure out how to make a few things good again, and by the wayu, is it just oconto or does senior year suck for every highschool?Honestly, this is the worast year ever.and the worst part is that now i cant even drink, or smoke the feelings away because those things depress me.just the other night i gave drinking a try at my friend house, and we got hammered and smoked, and had a good time, but thats not where i wanna b. i feel so rong, or out of place when im there.I cant wait, 4and a half years and i will be gone, im not sure where ne more, but somewhere else.i cant stay here with the a**hole people, and the memories....oy, tlk about shi*tty.