Sometimes, she sits all alone
Hoping for something more
But no matter how hard she tries
She never has a hope.
She is lost to all that she knew.
All the happiness that once was has gone away
And the dark shadow has come
To take her into another shi*tty day
She hates the fact that the only time
She can ever be happy
Is when she sleeps and dreams of nothing.
The prayer she says has no meaning anymore
For the people cant hear her desperate ply to be saved.
Alone for the rest of the ride.
The lonely ride through the empty life she has so shamefully lived.
And to feel the pain and not be able to share
Is killin her…its more then she can stand.
Silence has over come her once busy mind and to see inside would silence anothers mind.
To feel all the pain that she hides and the thoughts she never speaks .
Is enough to make a person heart skip a beat.
To realize that someone once so beautiful has been tainted by dark.
If only she could be saved by the one person that her heart aches for..
Her savior. The one who can brighten the light of her soul.
Dear Daddy:
Christmas Time is a time for cheer
But it’s a lonely time without you here.
As a child a wept without you around
I asked myself “What did I do wrong?”
When I scraped my knees you were never there
When I called for you, you were nowhere.
Mommy said that you would come home
But the days past and the nights left and I was still alone.
It’s been 15 years and you’re still nowhere in sight
I hang on to hope, but it’s been a one way fight.
You didn’t care about us, me and my brother
“Daddy never loved us” is what he said to our mother.
All the nights he layed in bed crying
I held him when you were out denying
Denying that we were alive.
Calling us the biggest mistakes of your life
Well guess what Daddy?? We are all grown up now
And we don’t need You around.
We loved you daddy…when you never loved us
And we held on to hope that you had already lost
Someday you’ll say that we weren’t mistakes at all
Just ask mommy! She knows it well…
All the tears she wiped and the scrapes she wrapped
All you’re mistakes she fixed for your selfish ass
She loves us, for the “mistakes we were”
Even though you never loved us at all.
Well I’m here to tell u daddy..that we forgive you
For all the hurt you inflicted upon us and mommy too.
We forgive you for our broken hearts and our fatherless past
But can u forgive yourself for putting us last.
I hope you feel all the pain you caused
Every night when you were gone.
I hope you see what you did to our lives. How u made them better in way
How you made us stronger with every lonely day
We Thank you Daddy for your Selfish heart....
And showing us that We are Perfect and You are Not.
Dedicated To My Loving Father;; Who Loved Everyone But Us.
F*ck You Too Dad!
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Published by demon_girl123: 1:17 AM
Updated On: 12/20/2006 at 3:11 PM
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