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My Blog: Blue Oyster Cult - (dont fear) The Reaper
By: xxdeathklokxx

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...
Romeo and Juliet

40,000 men and women everyday... Like Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday... Redefine happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the Reaper
[Don't Fear The Reaper lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Baby take my hand... Don't fear the Reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the Reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

Come on baby... And she had no fear
And she ran to him... Then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye
She had become like they are
She had taken his hand
She had become like they are

Come on baby...don't fear the reaper

Published On: 3/2/2008

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My Blog: Myspace By: TruthHurts16
heyy all If u have a myspace send me a friends request www.myspace.com/sadnessinmyeys i hardly ever get on here so thats why am asking. O n the pix on here are soo f*cking old! lol. I have alot of new n hot/sexy pix on there! Published On: 12/21/2007 Add/View Comments (0)

My Blog: Untitled
By: A_Fallen_Hero

couldnt think of a name for this
let me kno if u think of anything...

A heart can only hold so much,
Till it fills and explodes with love.
When there’s nothing for a heart to hold,
You can’t help but look above.
Coming with questions,
Looking for answers.
But darkness is all I see,
Sadness like a deadly cancer.
As time continues to move,
Alone I stay.
As the day turns to night.
Lost alone I stay.
I don’t know where to go,
I don’t know where to turn.
I don’t know where to stop,
Someone to love is all I yearn.
I put out my hand,
Waiting for someone to grab it.
All I am asking for,
Is someone to hold it.
Will you hold my hand,
Make everything better again?
End all my heartache,
End all my pain

Published On: 10/29/2007

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My Blog: While My Guitar Gently Weeps
By: insaneintheshane

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you
How to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
No one alerted you

I look from the wings at the play you are staging
While my guitar gently weeps
As I'm sitting here doing nothing but aging
Still my guitar gently weeps

Published On: 6/18/2007

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My Blog: Endless Possiblities
By: Gee_AON

How is it possible,
for someone to be so miserable,
And yet they always have a smile upon their face?
For someone to have been somewhere,
And yet they never left a trace?

How is it possible,
For someone to explain the way they feel,
And yet they were taught how to?
For someone to make a promise,
And yet it never comes true?

How is it possible,
For someone to be so close,
And yet feel so far away?
For someone to say I'm here for you,
And yet they never stay?

How is it possible,
For someone to forget the past,
And yet move on like nothing ever happened?
For someone to start over,
When there had never been an end?

How is it possible,
For someone to have a mate for their soul,
And yet people are still dying alone?
For someone's life to have meaning,
When sadness is all they've ever known?

How is it possible,
For someone's life to be full,
And yet there's always something missing?
For someone to explain to me,
How are all these possible?

Written by: Amy Kilgannon

Published On: 5/21/2007

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My Blog: im bored mad
By: SnOwDeMoN16

k so its an off day and im bored. so i figured i would blog lol. i need a boyfriend. but....he has to have tons of female friends, and love me with every part of his being. he has to love me more than life. i want him to be a foot taller than me and i want him have purple hair. i want him to have a lisp and an accent. i want him to respect me and open doors for me.i want him to hold me through tough times. and sleep in the same bed and just hold eachother without doing a thing. i want along term relationship...meaning like 2 yrs. i want him to be kind of a smartass. i want him to be smart and loyal and to speak his mind. i want to push through his fear and do something crazy. i want him to be able to show me he loves me without saying a word. i want him to be able to touch me and me cringe inside with passion and fire and fear and love and joy and sadness and i want to not be able to look into his eyes because he is too tall. i want him to be loving and proud to have me. cause i would be proud to have him. i want to be pointed out in the crowd and hear..."yeah thats her". i want to hear his voice in my mind. i want to day dream about him all the time. i want him to buy me nothing, to ask nothing of what i want. cause if i could find this guy...i wouldnt need a thing. i want to be able to drink, cause he is my water. i want to be able to breath, cause he is my breath. i want to be able to see, cause he is my sight. i want to be able to talk, cause he is my words. i want to be able to live, cause he is my life. i want to hear his voice everymorning even though he isnt beside me. i want to feel his touch when im sad, even though he is no where near me. i want to see his face through my tears, though he is a million miles away. i want this kind of man. i want to get butterflies just thinking about him. i want to a cramp in my hand from typing to him. i want to get sick from trying to run to far to reach him. i want him to believe me, trust me, love me, hold me. i want to wake up from comatose to him. i want to be set on fire from his kisses. i want to feel no pain for he is my antidote. i want to be set free for he holds the key. i want to fly for he is my wings. i want to love him, hold him, touch him. i want to knock him out with my kisses,put him to sleep with touch, make him drown with me gaze. i want to fall asleep in his eyes. i want...i want....i want....i want. i know i cant find this type of guy cause well.....he doesnt exist. but.....if there is a person out there that you know..or if its you....that even closely comes to this. let me know. cause i would kill to met you.

Rachel

Published On: 4/25/2007

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My Blog: sadness of the heart
By: was_it_to_die_4

Night used to be
My favorite time.

But, not anymore.
No..not anymore.

Oh, I still love the night sky.
The stars twinkling,
A superior moon,
With its luminous stare.

But, I don't drift
Away
Like I once did.
And dream below the velvet night sky.

No, not anymore.

Now,
The night brings
Restless feelings,
Ringing silence.
Desolation.
Dejection.

The heavy blues.

Smiles, laughter and song
Have vanished.

Gone.

And I haven't heard from him,
I wish I knew why.

I feel a touch on my shoulder,
I turn to see.

No one, nothing.

Maybe it was only a nudge,
To help me to remember

What I've always believed in,
Could count on.

Hope, faith and trust.
Aspirations
Desires.
Passion,
Happiness.
Me.

I refuse to walk
Through this life
Masquerading
As a blissful being.

Not anymore.

I light another cigarette,
And wonder how he's doing.
Is he ok?

And my heart breaks,
Because I miss him
So damn much.

And I'm
Just another lone forlorn
Night watcher,

Marinating
In these
Heavy blues.

It's time for me to get going.

To reclaim me,
Happiness,
That I finally realize
I do deserve.

I'm tired.
Tired of being consumed
By complex emotions.
Unspoken desires.
Feeling scattered..

Until I don't know,
Where I belong.
Anymore.

But..
I do know
I love him, miss him
and my heart
Doesn't feel satisfied,
without his touch.

To lift me
From these
Heavy Blues.

Published On: 4/13/2007

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My Blog: Two years...
By: Snowgoon77

So two years ago it was Easter morning. I was sitting at work doing my normal thing when I get a call. The franticness on the other end of the line is laden with desperation, confusion, sadness and panic. In the short five and a half hours that past after the first of the phone calls, a trip to the hospital, life changing decisions and a sadness in our hears. Our first child was born.

I still miss you.

RIP
Jadyn May Rose
03/27/05

Published On: 3/27/2007

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My Blog: mind
By: Barbie_on_Botox

During sleepless nights
I pretend that the past isn't real
It brings back how I used to feel
So much sadness in my hopeless life
Never knew things would change so fast

You're not here and I'm alone
Trying to runaway from this pain that has grown
I feel so empty now that you're gone
There's so much crying; I feel like dying

This one is for you
And these words aren't brand new
Though it's coming from the heart

Thank you for the life you've given me
Thank you for the hope; I'm finally free
You'll always be in my mind
Cross my heart, hope to die
I never will forget you

During sleepless nights and endless dreams
I hope one day you'll visit me
Just like it was planned to be
So that day you'll finally see

I can't go on without you
I hope this wish will come true
These words inside my heart
Stay in there till we're apart
Feel these tears coming in my eyes
I try not to cry
I'll try
This shooting pain in my eyes
Can't hold it anymore

You're gone; you walked away
These feelings went away
Now I'm colder than the ocean breeze
Now you're too far gone
Please stay with me.

Published On: 3/25/2007

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My Blog: My life will never be the same,
By: audrarose

Ok for anyone who doesnt know I am a book freak I love to read. Just recantly I finied a 552 pg book in 3 days which is not uncommon for me, what was, was how the book affected me. This was anawesome book, actualy it was 3 in one it was called The Angels Trilogy. It was sad and delt with heavy stuff that we all ave to deal with but it was happy at the same time. I,ve never had a book ake ne queston what I wanted for myself or who I was. Even though this was not based on a true story if felt real. I have recently been trying to avoid questions i've had about my life and my future i was getting good at it to be honest and then this book threw them right bk at me which WASNT bad thing actually. It helped me relize that nomatter what I can make it. Alot of people don share in my reigion but I am a chrisitan I find my self wondering and paying about why god lead me to this book and what im sapoused to be doing now. Never in my life have I been so unsure about what to do but felt so much comfort and ease at the same time. This book or books tuch on everything, happiness, sadness, life,love,hope,faith,trust,lies,life,and death and evrything in between. But it was the best book I hve ever read and I know no book but one could come higher. I foud my sef facing alot of the isue the girl did with loving someone from a different backround then my self. My boyfriend isnt amish so we dont really have same issues but the basic concept is the same. For anyone who likes to read i recomand this book. There are 3 setpeat stories in it "Angels Waching Over Me" "Lifted Up By Angels" and "Untill Angels Close My Eyes" Its about a girl who has been told she has cancer, She ends up with a little amish girl a roommate in the hospital. Its a really good book I couldnt put it down. I could sit here and blog about it till the days end and i could not give it the justice it deserves. Read it for your self.

Published On: 3/16/2007

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My Blog: All My FEELINGS By: C_Bunnie_
Published On: 11/12/2006 Add/View Comments (0)

My Blog: Day 1-2 YESS! The season has started :)
By: daisys95gt

I started this season with a bang, went to CO. Alright so actually I had to go out there before our season in the midwest started, because last spring I left all my snowboard gear at Brian's house & needed to pick it up. So I made it a snowboard trip. Spent 2 days riding at Arapahoe Basin. The snow felt great although the altitude sucked all the energy out of my legs. The lift lines were so long it kinda took the fun out of it. Sat. night I went out with a friend in Breck & he got all drunk & crazy, won't go into detail about that but it was fun & I have something to give him crap about for a long time to come >:)

Oh my friend is in a snowboard book now!! There's a picture of him in the "pipe tricks" section of a snowboard guide book, shoot I can't remember the name of the book now but I'm gonna have to get a copy of it.

Sunday he was planning to ride with me but someone booked a last minute fishing trip with him so he had to work. I've been asking him to take me up Baldy Mtn. for a year, and he finally offered to, but we would have to get up at 5am...we didn't. I finally met up with the other midwesterners who were out there & we made a few runs together at A-Basin. But as I pulled out of the parking lot and started my drive back down toward the airport I was overcome with sadness. I can't say how much I miss living in Colorado, but more than that I miss being in Breckenridge, it's my Heaven out there. Gotta figure out a way to get out there soon, for good.

Published On: 10/30/2006

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My Blog: The Game
By: DEVILKIDNUMBA1

A face for each encounter is tied upon a chain.
A necklace made of masks is used to play the game.
Every word is a secret.
Theyve all been well rehearsed.
Some are more misleading.
I know which ones are worse.

We are scrupled players,
In an exhibition we call life.
Some know their ambitions are attained by playing right.
Sadness forms the solitude which prevents someones success.
We evolve at our pace, to change, or to regress.

Some compound their inhibitions because they say they cant.
While others build great wonders because they work like ants.
A few of us realize the world hangs by just a thread.
We study conservation as we live among the dead.

I know there is recourse since we all begin the same.
We lose ourselves within our lives as we play the game.
Still, I cant help but wonder at how adaptable we become,
When we feel the gnawing hunger forcing us to run.

Published On: 8/1/2006

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My Blog: DON'T EVER SAY GOODBYE
By: gk101

DON’T EVER SAY GOODBYE

YOU KNOW IT

AND SO DO I

OUR WAYS ARE SEPARATING…

EVEN WHEN WE’RE APART

STAY IN MY MEMORIES

DON’T EVER SAY GOODBYE

ALL THE HAPPINESS THAT WAS

THERE IS NOW GONE

THERE IS ONLY THIS MISERY

THAT DOESN’T GO AWAY

TRIED TO MAKE IT UNDERSTAND

TRIED TO REASON W/ IT

BUT THIS HEART JUST DOESN’T LISTEN

DON’T EVER SAY GOODBYE

THE SEASONS R GOING

THE SEASONS R COMING

BUT THE SEASON OF MISERY IS NOT CHANGING

THE COLOR OF SADNESS IS SO DEEP

FOR YEARS TO COME IT WON’T LIGHTEN

WHO KNOWS WHAT’S GOING TO HAPPEN

WHAT ELSE DO WE HAVE TO LIVE THROUGH?

DON’T EVER SAY GOODBYE

YOU KNOW IT

AND SO DO I

OUR WAYS R SEPARATING

EVEN WHEN WE’RE APART

STAY IN MY MEMORIES

DON’T EVER SAY GOODBYE

Published On: 7/29/2006

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My Blog: The Person I Am
By: TattereDnTorN

No-one in the world could make me change the person I have become,
No-one in the universe would make me forget that I am the only one.
There is no other person in this place that is anything like I am,
You could hate me so much, I assure you, I don't care, and I don't give a damn.

No-one could make me change the way I feel about the things that go on,
No-one could make me feel that this is not the place where I belong,
There is not anyone around who'll make me cry over things I can't control,
You could put me down, say bad things, But I will still reach for my goal.

No-one has any more control over the things in my life but me,
No-one could stop me from living, or being who I want to be,
There is always someone out there for every one of us around,
I might cry and I might stumble but I won't fall to the ground.

Happiness is always going to be only a moment away,
Happiness will make me tell you what I want to say.
Sadness seems so far whenever I am smiling,
And sadness will leave me alone because I am flying.

I want to let the world know whats going through my mind right now,
I know I am confident with the person I am, I wanna show you how.
I'll spread my wings, I'll touch the sky, I am me and it's all that matters,
My heart will be strong, it never breaks, and it never shatters.

I love the person I am inside, and I know thats all that is important on the outside,
I hate it when people are weak, I know they are sad and they want to hide.
I'll look around me and I'll see all the places I have ever wanted to go.
My soul is with me forever and that I assure you is all you need to know.

So just for the record, I'm always gonna smile, I'm always gonna laugh,
My heart is whole and it always will be, its not gonna break in half.
Happiness is around the bend, and with me it'll always stay,
I am not afraid to live, I'm gonna fly around the world in heart every day.

Nothing will make me change the person that I am,
And I am happy and I don't care if you give a damn.

<3 Angela Dawn Baskott... XoXoXoX

Published On: 7/20/2006

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My Blog: Theft
By: AndyCapp

Some skank at garf's stole my toque last night. If you are reading this and you stole my toque last night, then unfortunately you are a skank. The toque in question is that orange, yellow and green one I had that says 'hamburger' on the inside when you fold it up. I'll find a pic and post it so that you all can share in my sadness and shake your fist and grit your teeth at that harlot if you see in the village biting my shi*t!

Published On: 6/18/2006

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My Blog: feeling By: i_love_tht_boi
well im once again sad and misrable I hate this life is all a bunch of bullshit fck it why do i even bother with it Cant trust neone these days its all heart break and sadness Live life as best as you can even at the end it fcks you over anyway Love ya Gabbi* Published On: 6/13/2006 Add/View Comments (0)

My Blog: The best song ever<33
By: Junior_kix

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
Tears drying on their face.
He has been here.
Brothers lie in shallow graves.
Fathers lost without a trace.
A nation blind to their disgrace,
Since he's been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Houses burnt beyond repair.
The smell of death is in the air.
A woman weeping in despair says,
He has been here.
Tracer lighting up the sky.
It's another families‚ turn to die.
A child afraid to even cry out says,
He has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

There are children standing here,
Arms outstretched into the sky,
But no one asks the question why,
He has been here.
Old men kneel and accept their fate.
Wives and daughters cut and raped.
A generation drenched in hate.
Yes, he has been here.

And I see no bravery,
No bravery in your eyes anymore.
Only sadness.

Published On: 5/26/2006

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My Blog: a poem I wrote a long time ago..
By: squishee

The sadness of me

Dreading the rising of the sun

I lie staring at the stars

Feeling that my life is done

I put away the numbing scars

People think they have it bad

I know im not the worst

But when beauty rejects you

Man, i must be cursed

With that comes sickness

Almost everyday i cry

Curled up in the fetus position

Sometimes i just want to die

Published On: 5/21/2006

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My Blog: sadness By: anarchist_skateboarder
i ware my sadness like an over coat Published On: 5/10/2006 Add/View Comments (0)

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