The tide turns so quickly, that I lose sight of why I jumped in to begin with..
Just to catch a wave, or get my feet wet..
And suddenly, I'm drowning in a sea of my own destruction.
I can say "I miss you"
But it's not enough.
I can say "I'm sorry" a thousand times
....a thousand times
But they're just words
words...from a liar
who can never again earn your trust.
Does it always end this way
does it have to be the same
The broken, sad story
the selfish games people play.
If you can just forgive me,
but it's so much more than that
If you could just forget me,
but it's too late for that.
One year ago
we shared the world
One blink
It changed your world
One minute ago....I forgot to remember...you hate me for that.
So I wrote it down, for all to see
because it's a part, the deepest part of me.
Don't want to hide anymore
don't care so much who cares...who believes
don't want to lie anymore
it was the worst part of me.
I broke your heart
It's complicated
I was scared
It's selfish
I was afraid
of the skeletons in my own closet
I pushed away the only thing that could have saved me
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