I'll tell you a time, of a time once lost
Of a gorgeous young girl and the time once past
She knew a fellow, and their lives Criss-Crossed
Oh was it love at last?

He was a blue eyed, blonde haired smilin' beautiful world
He would make her life feel like it was only standing still
Everytime he was with her, her heart, oh it just twirled
The first time they met, he paid her lunch with a dollar bill.

For now they are inseperable, Only time Will tell
Will their love be cast, or will life's temptations take over?
It feels now like this could be the Lover's last dear farewell
For she is leaving now, all that is left is just clovers

She knows that he should be her's, Is he just wearing masks?
Hidden feelings tear people apart, Will these two be next?
He sit's back now thinking of her, of life's once past
Their love shall become nothing more than electronic text.

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Now, I don't get on here very often. I haven't been on here in like 6 months. But, I have about 40 minutes before I have to leave for work (Go Team Gander Mountain! WOO!). I was looking through my poems on here, and my blogs.

Uhh, Just so you guys know, I'm not really that angry. Those things are from forever ago. But I figure I'll keep them up anyway.

I'll try to get on here more often. If anyone gets bored, just leave me a message or a comment or something. It'd be nice to get some new friends on here to talk to. I get bored every now and again when I have time to be bored. So, yeah. Whatev.

Peace out, CRACKAS!

-Chelsey-
>HaZaRd<





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Not much longer

 

my breathing is getting low

my heart is hadly beating now.

im in this nightmare that has no

ending.

im stuck and theres no way of me

getting out of it.

my wrists are bleeding from the tip

of a kinfe blade i slowly drag it across

my wrists so i can feel it i see the blood

coming out

i keep thinking why am i still alive i should

be dead by now

im screaming and crying on the inside but

nobody can ever tell because they will

never be able to understand

im not sure if i can be alive for so much longer now

i cry as i wipe the tears away with my handi notice that

i am crying tears of blood i start getting scared

so i just took the razor that i had...and cut alot

more all over my body to try a make it to where my

eyes would not bleed anymore

i look up at my pillow its all red its all full of my blood

i start crying again and i slowly fall asleep

i wake up my bed is all bloody and not all of my blood

that was on the bed has not yet soaked up yet...

i try cleaning it up but yet again i wasnt good

at cleaning things up...

am i good at anything?

am i pretty?

no im not because i have cuts everywhere

its because i feel like im all dead inside

and everytime i feel the blade slice my skin and i see

the blood comeing out.

i notice then that in fact i am not dead.....yet......

and i am surprised becuase i feel all dead inside so

i would of guessed that i am dead but im not

im not trying to be fake i dont do it because other

people do it...and im not doing it for the attention

heres another reason why i do it...it is becuase everytime

i cut it takes my mind off of the mentally emotions that i hae and

it makes me think more about the pain that i am doing at the

moment.......

how come everybody judges me?

how come people hide stuff?

u tell me the reason

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I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping
While my guitar gently weeps
I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know why nobody told you
How to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you

I look at the world and I notice it's turning
While my guitar gently weeps
With every mistake we must surely be learning
Still my guitar gently weeps

I don't know how you were diverted
You were perverted too
I don't know how you were inverted
No one alerted you

I look from the wings at the play you are staging
While my guitar gently weeps
As I'm sitting here doing nothing but aging
Still my guitar gently weeps


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The Step it Up series brought to Whistler a new bread of event bringing guest speakers into a bar environment to educate the young hip and cool crowd of Whistler about different themes relating to the protection of our environment including the wellness of our own body, mind and spirit.

Like it’s previous events, Hilltrip’s goal with the Step it Up series was to fight global warming. With an event every month from November 2006 to April 2007, the series included six different educational sessions about sustainability with a global warming twist. Through the whole series, Hilltrip was able to raise $550 to benefit the Snowrider Project of Surfrider Vancouver and a lot of people learned about ways to become a better steward of the environment and themselves.

Starting with a Sustainable Mountains Session in November , Step it Up no1 sent a strong message to the snow sport industry by having Jonaven Moore, a renown professional snowboarder, do a presentation on global warming and how negative PR is affecting our understanding of the issue, well timed after Tyler Bradley, the environmental chemist behind the creation of the first environmentally friendly ski wax in the world; Hillbilly Wax-Works & Ethica Enviro-Wax who had a satirical look at the state of the snow sport industry itself.

Step it Up no2 being close to Christmas, Hilltrip thought educating people about how making informed choices during the holiday season would help them reduce their environmental footprint and be good for their own body environment and organized a Sustainable Food Session. The session covered the concepts of SLOW food with Diana Rochon, RAW food with Sarinda Hoilett, SUPER food with Randall Carpenter and there was a slide show to give ideas to people on how they can green their holidays.
If you are interested you learn about how you can GREEN Christmas Holiday click here >>

For the third Step it Up, we decided to do something a bit different than the usual sustainable environment type event by having an Awakening Session and introduce a spiritual approach to sustainability. We believe awareness and consciousness can play a big role in improving someone’s life and the world. For the occasion, we had Kelly Oswald of The Oracle, Tina James of World Yoga Within and Robbie Dagg & Friends with OM MANI PADME HUM.

The fourth session was done in conjunction with Surfrider Vancouver. The theme was Sustainable Watershed and Pina Belperio of Whistler Water Watch and June Van Der Star of Surfrider did great presentations followed by a Sea to Summit, a video where snowboarders, skateboarder, and surfers are talking about the entire hydrological cycle and how it relates to their day to day life. Following the session, we had the Enviro-Mental Showdown Party following the qualifier of the Showcase Showdown, an annual snowboard competition.

The fifth one was a Sustainable Energy Session and we had Sarah Valentine giving a few tips on how we can reduce our energy consumption easily and than Hilltrip went all out and presented 15 documentaries about energy and climate change over 2 days as part of the Sierra Club Energy Film Festival.
You can read more about the Energy Film Festive by clicking here >>

As a way to end the series, Hilltrip teamed up with a bunch of local artists to present an Expression Session on Earth Day, April 22nd, and the last day of the World Ski and Snowboard Festival (WSSF) this year. Kostaman & The Vibrations opened at 7pm with a few reggae songs, Angie Nolan and MollyFi followed with poems and spoken words, Daniel Poisson, Chris Dyer, Olivier Roy, Jon Parris and Stan Matwychcuk had art pieces on display, Chili Thom & Feet Banks came to show their short film “High in the Mountain”, Animal Nation did a few raps, and Rainbo performed a hula hoops go-go set to the sound of DJ Parris. During the evening we also had the OxyMoron Martini, a heathy martini containin FrequenSea.

This last Step it Up event was also the launch of Green.Colonies.com in Whistler! It is also during that event that the winner for the Surf trip, the Option Snowboard, the SPY goggle and the O’Neill goodies were draw. There was so much going on, it was a great way to close the festival and the series in beauty.

Thanks to Whistler Brewing Company, Clif Bar, O’Neill, Deep Snow and Surf Experience, Option Snowboards and Spy for sponsoring the Step it Up series, Maxx Fish Bar & Lounge for letting us host the series, Surfrider Vancouver for setting an information table at each event, the speakers and artists for their performances and inspiration as well as all the people that have helped make this series of event happen…Nadia Cote, Marie-Lou, Giselle, Haley, Elexa, Sarah, Andrew, Adrian and all of those who came.

For more information on Hilltrip, visit www.hilltrip.com

Check out my gallery to see pictures from each Step it Up event!


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Building on the momentum of Step it Up series, Hilltrip is happy to invite the community to come to the sixth and final Step it Up event at MAXX FISH, nicely coordinated to happen on Earth Day. Celebrated every April 22, Earth Day is the largest, most celebrated environmental event worldwide. First launched as an environmental awareness event in the United States in 1970, Earth Day is celebrated as the birth of the environmental movement and is the only event celebrated simultaneously around the globe by people of all backgrounds, faiths and nationalities.

For Step it Up no6, Hilltrip is presenting an Expression Session including Kostaman & The Vibrations opening at 7pm sharp, followed by a slate of local artists including Angie Nolan with poems, MollyFi with spoken words, Daniel Poisson and Chris Dyer with visual art, Chili Thom & Feet Banks with “High in the Mountain”, Animal Nation with a few raps, John Parris with a few mixes and more.

At 10pm, the winners for the Earth Raffle will be draw. Everybody attending the Expression Session will have a chance to enter the raffle to win one of the grand prizes by writing their name at the back of a Step it Up flyer and dropping it off at the Surfrider table during the session. All the ballots collected trough the whole series will be included in the raffle, so people who entered at previous Step it Up sessions will have their chances to win. Prizes include a 3-day Surf Experience Expedition sponsored by Deep Snow & Surf Experience, an Option snowboard, a pair of SPY goggle, O’Neill goodies among other.

After 10pm, Rainbo and Lexi Moon will perform hula hoops go-go dances to the sound of DJ Jamie Vale.

Also on the sensory extravaganza menu is Martinis at Midnight offering the ‘Oxymoron’ martini, a martini with a healthy twist containing FrequenSea, a unique ‘Superfood’ discovery containing all of Mother Nature’s essential nutrients. This martini has so much good stuff in it that it will relieve all the guilt of consuming alcohol.

“There are so many good messages from artistic expressions; and art is also a powerful catalyst for change. This event is going to be Hilltrip’s 3rd Earth Day event in Whistler and I hope to inspire people to be part of the solutions and care for our planet thought different art forms” says Marie Fortin, event organizer. “April 22 is the last day of the TWSSF, so this last Step it Up event will be like a cleansing evening for the body and the soul and a great way to close the festival and the series in beauty.”

Admission is only $10 and includes a free Cool Tag from Clif Bar and a beer from Whistler Brewing Company. A Cool Tag™ is a renewable wind energy credit that will keep an estimated 300 pounds of carbon dioxide (CO2) — the main contributor to global warming — out of the air. That’s roughly the same as neutralizing the global warming emissions generated from traveling 300 miles (more than 480 kms) in the average car.

As with every Step it Up event, proceed will support the Snowrider Project, a campaign of the Surfrider Foundation, which aims to bring greater understanding of the hydrological cycle and foster a sense of stewardship towards alpine and valley watersheds. One major initiative for Snowrider is organizing local mountain clean-ups in spring after the snow melts to pick up garbage haphazardly littered during the season by skiers and boarders.

Thanks to Clif Bar, Whistler Brewing Company, O’Neill, Option Snowboards, Spy. Deep Snow & Surf Experience and Maxx Fish for their support on the Step it Up series.

For more info visit www.hilltrip.com




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It Lies Between

Wheres it lie,
Whats is lie,

Is it us,

Why should we just lie,

What are we between,

Is it even us,

Wheres it lieing,

Whats it lieing on,

Is it near anything,

Some say

It lies between the shoulders,

Others say

It lies between the legs,

Depends on the personality,

Maybe on their intellegence,

So where are we lieing,

Is it even an object,

Or more of an idea,

Is it a thought,

Maybe a figure or shadow,

A form of light,

Heaven or hell,

I only know this...

We lie because

We lie between,

Heaven nor Hell

Controls where we lie,

How we lie,

What we lie on,
What we lie about,
So..where is "it" lieing between,

 

Sexual Suicide

The lust

the love

what love

what is love

it wasnt love

was it

how could it be

it was the lust

the clothes on the floor

the heat in the room

condensation on the windows

the knock at the door

the fear in our eyes

the gun under the bed

sexual suicide

it'll come agian.

 

hope you like them!!

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Think about this,
if you were alone in a busy street,
and you were attacked by someone,
whos there to help you,
sometiimes you have to relie on the kindness of strangers,

When your alone and down whos there to comfort you,
when your life goes on but the people you love are 500 miles away,
thier life goes on without you,
so who can u turn to,

Sometime people you've never met but you talk to,
can be nice to you for no reason,
just out of the kindness of thier heart,
and on that you have to relie,

it fills you with happiness,
that there is still some good in this world,
even if you've lost faith in people,
they can still pick you up no matter whats going on in thier life,

and for that,
i pray ever night for the kindness of strangers.

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All these songs and poems mean alot to me, i wrote them throughout the years, and everyone is my inspiration, friends, family, life, how i feel, what i go or have gone through i express it from my writing! Its only the first draft of them, i dont really have the time to work on them properly, Im going to get a acoustic guitar soon so i can start learning then hopefully when im ready perform them !
music and song writing is like my therapy, when ever something tragic happens I write it down, and when I write a poem or song out of it, it makes me think of the situation in a positive way and seeing it down on paper into something amazing rather then sulk about it for days on end! I dont know what I would do without my music! If people only knew how much they inspire me to write!

I need your opinions people ..bad, good? any improvements?..all comments are welcome..negative and positive!



Caught Up

You're so amazing, you're in a band
strumming a guitar, the screaming fans

You feel alive standing on stage, lights on you, you're ready to play

Your caught up in the music
Your caught up with the fame
Your surrounded in that moment feeling no shame

You sing your heart out, you gave me yours
Don't want you to forget who I am, your girlfriend your life your whole life plan
I love you I need you don't get caught up in the band

Your caught up in the music
Your caught up in the fame
Here I am wondering if you will ever be the same

Your so talented your voice, your scene
making money and following your dream
You feel the energy I feel pain hoping that someday everything will be okay

You told me you love me, you told me I'm your world I feel the same caught up in a fantasy world

Don't get caught up with your music, the fame and all
Don't get caught up with your fans, ill start to fall

For every song that you sing remember who you are for every word of support I have given you my baby is a star
Get caught up in your dreams
Get caught up with the fun
Don't ever forget your special someone



A Broken Angel

An angel is for guidance, for you and me,
you broke its wing why can..t you see
this angel can't fly without its wing
you broke the angel the angel within me

An angel is for protection, for all alive,
misusing yourself has made the angel cry,
feels betrayed and the one to blame
thinking if you will ever be the same

An angel is forever an angel is for life
loose the precious angel, a part of the angel has already died

An angel is for love,
something we never had,
thinking if you are my angel only makes me sad,
you broke its wing it will never fly,
all the angel wanted was to be with you to the day you die

An angel is forever an angel is for life,
lost a part of the angel that you will never find

An angel is for friendship,
to make you laugh and smile,
exchanging words together makes it all worthwhile,
days go by there's a distance near,
i will never be the same angel as my image of you has now disappeared..

I was your angel


Hold Me

If I had my way Id wish you were here with me today,
if I had a choice Id do anything to hear your voice
If I could, I would want you to

CHORUS
hold me, and not let go
I wish you were here with me
I have to know, if our love is everything

If I could have my way Id want you to stay,
if I had one wish Id long for your kiss,
no matter how I feel I'm praying this is real

hold me, and not let go
I wish you were here with me
I have to know, if our love is everything

Ohh, I want you I need you
Ohh I cant explain
Ohh how much you mean to me
I have to wait and see

hold me don..t dare let go
I wish you were here with me
I have to know..

I need your arms around me, I'll wait for the day
when you are with me I want you to stay and hold me



Sad Little Girl

Just when I think, your there for me, I turn around and look what I see, this sad little girl, my reflection I see, not wanting to admit that little girl is me..

Just when I think
your there for me, I turn around and look what I see
this sad little girl
my reflection I see
not wanting to admit..not wanting to admit..
that little girl is me

I look around no ones there, I take this life without a care, is anyone there for me, I cant see, all I see is this sad little girl staring back at me

Now a tear has fallen from my face, I look again feel like a disgrace, not wanting to live not wanting to die, all I say is why why why..

A new day has come, can I face it?. Looking at me will I break it?. Are these feelings that I feel inside normal for every girl wanting to hide..

Just when I think
Just when I think
your there for me, I turn around and look what I see
this sad little girl
my reflection I see
not wanting to admit..not wanting to admit..
I want to forget...
that's me



If You

If you only knew how i feel today,
tears comes from my eyes flowing away
If you only knew how much i miss your warming hugs and non existant kiss
If you only knew where i was
thinking of you just because..

I only wanted you to be mine
Everyday i would go home crying
Seeing you everyday makes me wonder
what would have happened..

If you only knew what it took for me to smile
knowing ill be waiting here for awhile
If you only knew how much you meant
Ill never forget the day we met

I only cared, I only loved you
I lost you once, ill never forget who
took you away and i am lost
I need help to heal my broken heart

If you only knew how i feel today
tears coming from my eyes
Why wouldnt you stay!!!

I only wanted you to be mine
Everyday i would go home crying
Seeing you everyday made me wonder
what would have happened
if you..



A Piece of Me

I don't understand why life is unfair
took you away without a care
I knew he meant well and yes he did
left me here ..without you.. to grow up from
when I was a kid

And why a piece of me has gone
I can't go on without you I'l try..
and why a piece of me has gone
knowing I will never see you

I don't understand why I can't seem to accept
that you are no longer here, I'd rather forget
I lost you now I have to move on
pray every night that I will carry on ..without you..

and why a piece of me has gone
I can..t go on without you ..I'll try..
and why a piece of me has gone
knowing I have lost you

and why a piece of me has gone
I feel so alone ..alone.. knowing your gone
I have to carry on I..ll try..

A piece of me x3

and why a piece of me has gone, I can..t go on without you
I'll try.. and why a piece of me has gone knowing I have lost...you



What If

What if I walked left or right
what if it was day or night
I chose one way and the day
that is why I am here today

What if I smiled to a stranger or a friend
What if I cried a million tears having nothing to shed
I chose to smile at a friend
A shoulder to cry on
saved me in the end

What if I said I liked you more as a mate
what if I believed we could start to date
I told you how I feel
I chose to say
I have to deal with the hurt
whatever comes my way



What it Takes

When I try and be who I am
thinking of my whole life plan
when I want to be happy in life
not resort into taking my life

What it takes to be with you
what it takes to hold onto my life
I dream of being with you
I dream it will last

What it takes to show you how I feel
What it takes to show you this is real
that I love you and need you

When I try and make it all work out
when I fail and try to sort it all out
my whole life plan and what you mean to me
I know one day we can be

I know im not perfect I know I cant try

All I want is to be with you
you make living life so worthwhile
What it takes for you to be my future and find out the real me

Who I am my whole life plan
being happy in life
not resort into taking my life

I know im not perfect I know i cant try no one ever knows why



In My Eyes

I have lived my life the way it is
I have cried and tried to forgive you
but now I know no one..s worth the pain
and

In my eyes I see the truth
the reason why I cried for you
and now I know I have to let go
and

In my eyes I know the reason why
I trusted you and how you were there
But now you just don't care
and when I cry no ones worth the pain
and

I don't want to cry I don't want to die inside
I don't want to see I don't want to believe
that one day you were a part of me
and

In my eyes I see the truth
the reason why I cried for you
and now I know after all this time
now I know after all I cried
left me feeling empty inside and
what I see now in my eyes

Stranger

I stand there alone
strangers around,
suddenly I become so aware of the ground
strangers are near
here I am hoping that you would be here
Im left on my own
wondering why, waiting and watching as the time goes by
A stranger walks past, my heart skips a beat
If you only knew how my life would be complete
for that stranger to walk my way
for that stranger to hold my hand and try to understand
why im standing in the first place
why I bother and care
feeling a sense of loss
because you werent there


Ill Be There

Wherever you are, however you feel,
your not alone Im on your side
and wherever I am whatever I do I'll always be there for you
dont think your on your own and hope is gone
dont think that you cant relate and dont feel the need to appreciate
what you have, who you are even when hope seems so far


Ill be there to catch you when you fall,
cry your tears, ill take away your fears

Ill be there to guide you to help you understand
to make you dream of your whole life plan

Ill be there to catch you when you fall,
cry your tears, I'll take away your fears


You have chances, you have goals
dreams of becoming someone special
You have a voice, you have a mind,
a heart to remind you your one of a kind
A voice you can speak through
a helping hand my dear friend to help you understand

Wherever you are, however you feel your not alone Im on your side and wherever I am, whatever I do, I'll always be there for you

And Now I

And Now I'm Stairing At The Sky
Wondering If Time Will Pass Me By.
Will I Get The Sun Or The Moon?
Some People Think Lifes Not Fair Too Me
They Just Need to Look Around And See.
The Gold Chariot Awaits Us When You Show
This Is One Of My All Time Lows.

Because Waiting Here For You
Makes My Heart Ache.
And Sitting Here For You Makes My Heart Feel Fake.

Wait I Want You Here, Sitting With Me Under The Bright Streetlights.
Wait I Want to See Your Perfect Smile, Pressure Me To Be Something.
Your Eyes Are Mezmerizeing Can't Seem To Get Them Out Of My Head.
Wait I Want To See You Laugh Again, Your Beautiful.

And I'll Wait For You Forever
Even If You Think We Don't Belong Together.
I Know We Do
And I Know Its True.
But When Waking Up To Your Eyes Seems Natural.
Then The Rest Of Our Lives Will Be Normal.
Do You Need Me?
Cause I Really Need You Now

Because Waiting Here For You
Makes My Heart Ache.
And Sitting Here For You Makes My Heart Feel Fake.

Wait I Want You Here, Sitting With Me Under The Bright Streetlights.
Wait I Want to See Your Perfect Smile, Pressure Me To Be Something.
Your Eyes Are Mezmerizeing Can't Seem To Get Them Out Of My Head.
Wait I Want To See You Laugh Again, Your Beautiful.

And I Will Wake Up And Taste Your Lips.
Crush Me With Your Deadly Kiss
Because I'm Not Afraid To Die.
As Long As None Of This Is Just A Lie.
Because I Want You And I Need You.
So Give Me One More Shot.
Underneth It All Im Not So Bad.
Im Not So Bad.

Because Waiting Here For You
Makes My Heart Ache
And Sitting Here For You Makes My Heart Feel Fake.

Wait I Want You Here, Sitting With Me Under The Bright Streetlights.
Wait I Want to See Your Perfect Smile, Pressure Me To Be Something.
Your Eyes Are Mezmerizeing Can't Seem To Get Them Out Of My Head.
Wait I Want To See You Laugh Again, Your Beautiful.

I Want To See You Laugh. I Want To See You Smile.
I Want To Look In Your Eyes And Tell You I Love You.

-Matty



This Isnt GoodBye

I didn't know how you felt, I didn't know all the pain
If I could id go back into the past and make everything alright again

All I know is these tears and all my fears are because of you, your beautiful
and this is not goodbye, these tears forever will cry and you will always be a part of my life

I didn't know your love, I didn't know your thoughts
If I could id go back into the past and make everything alright again

All I know is these tears and all of my fears are because of you, your beautiful
and this is not goodbye, ill never understand why you had to go, ill miss you so, these tears forever will cry and you will always be a part of my life

and this is not goodbye, I'll miss you, I'll see your face in the skies above smiling down on me, I know this is not goodbye
-Inez



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But you can't

If only I was back into your arms again

If only you could hear me

But you can't

I dont know why you can't see or hear me

I don't no why no one can see or hear me

M I dead no I can't be wait why are you crying

Don't cry I'm right hear please don't be sad

Wait what's this, it's me I really M dead

If only you could see me

If only you could hear me

If only i was alive agian

 

 

 

 

                                           What If

 

What if you could notice me
What if you could like me

What if you could ask me out

What if you could hold my hand

You no what I'm tired of what if's and hoping and whishing that you would be mine

What if I didn't care anymore

Looks like that what if just came true 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                              The Sky

 

The sky is blue just like me when  had a bad day

The sky can be black at night but that means no life

The skycan chear you up

The sky is so beatiful

It makes me mad

Sometimes when the world seems so ugly
The sky is right there to ake it all better

 

 

                                      

                                     Darkness

 

Darkness is evil just like a clown wanting to eat whatever it sees

Darkness is nothing

Darkness is scary

Darkness means no like

Well then i guess you can just call me darkness

 

 

 

 

 

                                    Speak

 

 

When I speak I start to stutter

When you speak I begin to melt

Why can't I speak when we talk

I try and try but nothing seems to come out

Maybe I might be in love with you

Maybe thats why I can't speak

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                   So Sick

 

I'm so sick of hearing you

I'm so sick of seeing you I'm so sick of you I can't stand it

You make me so sick that I want to smack you

I'm just so sick of you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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But you can't

If only I was back into your arms again

If only you could hear me

But you can't

I dont know why you can't see or hear me

I don't no why no one can see or hear me

M I dead no I can't be wait why are you crying

Don't cry I'm right hear please don't be sad

Wait what's this, it's me I really M dead

If only you could see me

If only you could hear me

If only i was alive agian

 

 

 

 

                                           What If

 

What if you could notice me
What if you could like me

What if you could ask me out

What if you could hold my hand

You no what I'm tired of what if's and hoping and whishing that you would be mine

What if I didn't care anymore

Looks like that what if just came true 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                              The Sky

 

The sky is blue just like me when  had a bad day

The sky can be black at night but that means no life

The skycan chear you up

The sky is so beatiful

It makes me mad

Sometimes when the world seems so ugly
The sky is right there to ake it all better

 

 

                                      

                                     Darkness

 

Darkness is evil just like a clown wanting to eat whatever it sees

Darkness is nothing

Darkness is scary

Darkness means no like

Well then i guess you can just call me darkness

 

 

 

 

 

                                    Speak

 

 

When I speak I start to stutter

When you speak I begin to melt

Why can't I speak when we talk

I try and try but nothing seems to come out

Maybe I might be in love with you

Maybe thats why I can't speak

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                   So Sick

 

I'm so sick of hearing you

I'm so sick of seeing you I'm so sick of you I can't stand it

You make me so sick that I want to smack you

I'm just so sick of you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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