ha, it's been a while since i've actually written a good thoughtful blog, and i figured i needed a new one soon, but that's not why i'm really writing. there's a bit more to it than that, so deal with the possibly sentimental nature, or go smoke yourself silly, since i know a few of you will anyways.
Life, it kinda sucks don't you think? Then again, it's also this vitally amazing thing to deal with. And i say deal with because that's what we do, that's all we do. We deal with life. We make deals, take risks, ignore compromises. It's like a giant stock on the Wall Street market that could plumit at random and sore to new heights at the drop of a hat. It's not like we can ignore this, if we do we aren't living or survivng or really existing. Life's a freight train, it'll hit you hard. Reality, retrospect, as a whole, in the greater picture...it's life. This big obnoxious thing that sucks so much yet brings us to our knees in awe over and over again. And maybe its more heartache than joy for some, or vice versa for others but that's what it is. You can't get around it. Ha, and god damn whatever hollywood sleeze bag who signed the contract for the movie who's key line was "life's not fair" because as cliche as it is, it's true. Why am I telling you something you already know? Just wasting time i suppose. And then there's time, which for many equals life. Life is time, time is money, life is money. See why geometry is so f*cking useless, that whole transitional property of equality theory? Totally proved wrong right there. But back to the key points and not my pathetic math skills. Life is a time bomb of which most don't know the detanation time. For the few who do, life's so much more than this obnoxious thing. (damn you kyle for breaking my concentration with your milk math hoo-ha on msn!) It's precious for them, and also so much more frustrating for they know what's coming and when it's coming. I suppose we all know what's coming, we just live in denial about it. Those who don't have that luxury, they're the people who really live life. they might still be in denial but i think they accept it, and if they don't, they don't reject it like the rest. they still want what lies ahead, what there is for all to have, as they should, for the moment they give up, the moment they accept and surrender, is the moment what little is left for them is no longer worth anything. worth, deal, stocks...damn it, money! Okay, not that i'm stickign up for geometry or anything here but maybe they did have something right. NO! NO they didn't. Wrong wrong wrong! Want and Ignorance, the plagues and cons of man, true they're the evil beneath the skin, but is it always so bad? To want a good home, a good life, a spouse, children? Is it so bad to be ignorant of the true problems if all they'll do is ruin what little time they have for you on earth? I mean, tupid as it sounds, why would you embrace the emindent demise when you still had a span before you left to live. Accept it sure, but chose to bring it on sooner because you know its coming in the long run? Damn it, it's coming for all of us eventually, unless your robin williams, but like i said earlier, god damn hollywood sleeze bags... So those were my discombobulated thoughts on a matter i myself don't even understand. tune in next week for our discussion on quantum physics, i'm sure that'll be just as comprehendable.
and for all of those wo stuck with me til the very end, a little treat for you:
The seventeenth-century Hungarian lesbian Countess Elizabeth de B'athory scorned the more traditional moisturizers and anti-wrinkle creams, preferring to bate in warm virgins blood. To maintain a regular supply she slaughtered more that 650 girls.
Source:
Shaw, Karl.The Giant Bathroom Reader. Magpie Books. London UK. 2006
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