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What is Green Power?
The term "green power" generally refers to electricity supplied in whole or in part from renewable energy sources, such as wind and solar power, geothermal, hydropower, and various forms of biomass. Increasingly, electricity customers are being given electricity supply options, either as retail power markets open to competition or when their regulated utilities develop green pricing programs. More than 50% of retail customers in the United States now have an option of purchasing a green power product directly from their electricity supplier. In addition, consumers can support renewable energy development through the purchase of green energy certificates.

Why Buy Green Power?
By choosing to purchase a green power product, you can support increased development of renewable energy sources, which can reduce the burning of fossil fuels, such as coal, oil, and natural gas. Greater reliance on renewable sources also provides economic benefits and can improve our national energy security.

The National Renewable Energy Laboratory's web site provides an additional discussion of the benefits of renewable energy.

How Do I Buy Green Power?
If retail electricity competition is allowed in your state, you may be able to purchase a green power product from an alternative electricity supplier. Some states have already implemented electricity competition. Check the Status of State Electric Industry Restructuring Activity (PDF 2.1 MB) map, prepared by the U.S. Energy Information Administration, to see if your state has passed an electricity competition law.

Even if your state is not implementing electricity market competition, you may still be able to purchase green power through your regulated utility. More than 600 regulated utilities spanning more than 30 states offer "green pricing" programs (see our map of green pricing programs). The term green pricing refers to an optional utility service that allows customers to support a greater level of utility investment in renewable energy by paying a premium on their electric bill to cover any above-market costs of acquiring renewable energy resources.

Finally, whether or not you have access to green power through your utility or a competitive electricity marketer, you can purchase renewable energy certificates (RECs). RECs (also known as green tags, green energy certificates, or tradable renewable certificates) represent the environmental attributes of power generated from renewable electric plants. A variety of organizations offer RECs separate from electricity service, that is, you need not switch from your current electricity supplier in order to purchase these certificates.

To find out what green power options are available in your state, please visit our Can I Buy Green Power in My State? page, where you can click on your state to view available green power products.

For more information on buying green power, see: Guide to Purchasing Green Power (PDF 1 MB). Download Adobe Reader

Green Power Evaluation and Certification
How can you be sure that your green power purchase will benefit the environment? For more information, see our Consumer Protection page.

Green-e is a voluntary certification and verification program for wholesale, retail, and commercial electricity products, tradable renewable certificates (TRCs) and utility green pricing programs in the U.S. Green-e certifies about 100 retail and wholesale green power marketers across the country.

The Environmental Resources Trust certifies renewable energy certificates (RECs) through its EcoPower certification program. Under EcoPower certification, RECs convey only the renewable energy attributes of renewable electricity and do not convey environmental benefits.

The Power Scorecard is a web-based information tool created by a coalition of environmental groups that lets consumers compare the environmental impacts of green power and conventional power products.

Selected Green Power Customers
Businesses and other non-residential customers such as municipalities and government agencies are increasingly recognizing that green power purchasing can help meet corporate or institutional goals related to environmental improvement and sustainability. Follow the link for a list of selected non-residential green power purchasers. The U.S. EPA Green Power Partnership has additional information on organizations purchasing green power.
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Published On: 5/3/2007
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By Martin Patience
BBC News website, Rehovot

 

Sitting in his book-lined office, Professor Jacob Karni likes to quote the French novelist Jules Verne.

"Yes, my friends," says Prof Karni, director of the Centre for Energy Research at the Weizmann Institute of Science, quoting from Verne's 1874 novel The Mysterious Island.

Harnessing solar energy cost-effectively is the aim of research

"I foresee that in the future, water will be used as fuel... water will be the coal of the future."

The professor enthuses about the French author's vision 130 years ago that the world's reliance on fossil fuels is unsustainable.

But he disagrees with Verne, famous for 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, in one fundamental respect.

Whereas the French writer saw water as the fuel for the future, the Israeli scientist says the future lies with solar energy.

Suntan

"Even if we were to dam every river in the world and put wind turbines where ever there is wind," says Prof Karni, "it wouldn't be enough to provide for our energy needs. But with solar energy we could meet the world's energy demands."

We will only find the solution when it's really urgent
Prof Karni
For the last 16 years, he has worked with colleagues at the Weizmann Institute, situated in a leafy campus in the Israeli city of Rehovot, to make renewable energy a viable alternative.

The professor, who regularly works a 12-hour day, researches how to harness solar energy in a cost effective way and then transport the energy to the user.

The institute has been researching solar panels that produce a greater yield of energy.

"One of the big problems with solar energy is that the energy is very diluted," says Prof Karni. "It can give you a suntan but not much else."

Snags ahead

But one of Prof Karni's projects has been to use solar energy to produce a non-polluting synthetic fuel that could be used, for example, to power cars.

Environmental activists use solar grill to cook sausages in Moscow
Solar power is finding various other uses worldwide
Last summer, the Weizmann Institute published research that was "a step towards the solution", he says.

Using solar power energy, zinc oxide was heated to 1,200C. The temperature splits the ore, releasing oxygen and creating gaseous zinc, which is then condensed into powder.

When the zinc powder reacts with water, it produces hydrogen that could power a car.

The chemical reaction produces no greenhouse gases and the zinc oxide can be recycled into zinc and the process starts all over again.

Prof Karni says that the research demonstrated that the process is achievable, but problems remain.

For every kilogram of hydrogen gas produced, you would need 60 kg of zinc, which is not feasible on a large scale, he insists.

 

New Manhattan Project?

But with a map of China hanging in his office, Prof Karni insists we have to think big.

"We could put solar panels here," he says, pointing at west China, "and this could provide the energy for the east of China where most people live. We just need to devise an effective way to transport the energy."

The massive consumption in global energy coupled with rising pollution has made finding a renewable energy alternative more important, he declares.

Over 3.5 billion people live in countries where the consumption of energy more than doubled from 1990 to 2003, according to the Energy Information Administration.

If countries were to form a "Manhattan project" for solar energy, employing the best minds and ploughing enormous resources into research, renewable energy could be challenging fossil fuels in five years, the professor believes.

But that moment of reckoning has yet to arrive.

"We will only find the solution when it's really urgent," he says.

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Published On: 5/3/2007
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My Blog: My politics
By: Nobax


Brief history of the SP

Having started as a leftist fledgling in 1972, the SP has, at the beginning of the 21st century, become a factor in Dutch politics and society that is impossible to ignore. We will briefly sketch this eventful history.

Workers march for better wages, 1973How it started

The foundation of the SP on Sunday 22 October 1972 wasn’t really that special. After all, these were the times when many political parties were formed, transformed and deformed. Especially on the left wing of the political spectrum it was a busy time. Inspired by the Beatles, the Stones, Bob Dylan and flower power mainly young people in Western Europe and North America had attacked the sacred cows of the post war era. “Social change” was high on the agenda of everyone on the left. Those were the days of big ideals. The Netherlands must be turned upside down, capitalism must disappear, and socialism would soon reign on earth, starting in the Netherlands. In 1972 that didn’t sound exaggerated. Society seemed adrift.

From socialism to a 'social ism'

In its first years, the SP was called a “Maoist” party. That is to say that beside the traditional Marxist criticism of capitalism it was the political views of the Chinese rebel leader and statesman that served as a guideline. Wasn't it the great Mao Tsetung who had made sure that one-fourth of the world population was no longer hungry and suppressed by bosses – while elsewhere suppression and exploitation were of the order of the day? Fine lines about nice ideals, but for the SP members it was only hearsay. The more they learned about China, the more reality appeared to differ from illusion. The “Chinese love affair” came to an end. The young SP distanced itself from teachers from faraway lands and became a party that was focused on the Netherlands. A very practical SOCIAL ism took the place of theoretical socialism. Everywhere in the country the SP lent a helping hand to residents, tenants, consumers, employees. They even ran their own medical centres, employing their own doctors, and demonstrating in a very practical way how they wanted to shape the public health sector. Thus the SP became a special party: strong and successful at the base, but without a national presence or views on national issues. The need for that was lacking. Everything took place locally. The SP may have been registered as a national political party, but in practice it operated as a “federation of local branches”.

Fifteen years later

Fifteen years after the foundation of the SP the political landscape looked completely different.
In 1977 the experimental government of left PvdA (Labour Party) leader Joop den Uyl which had come to power in 1973 had to go. The popularity of radical left wing parties was waning. Most had gone or lingered on in a weakened condition. The Communist CPN disappeared from Parliament, and the Pacifist PSP was no longer attractive. A few years later they, together with the PPR, merged into GroenLinks (Green Left). But the SP is quite a different story. Its goal was to “go to the people”. The members, initially many of them from universities and polytechnics, worked in the neighbourhoods and factories, increasing the number of members. In municipal elections those who had got to know them showed their appreciation. In 1986 the SP had some 40 council members. But in national elections other things count for voters, and the party's attempts to get into Parliament repeatedly failed.

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In 1987 the national party congress concluded that it was high time to modernize its “socialist” message: people should feel that SP was an attractive organisation in which they could recognize themselves. After some difficulties the “federation of branches” was transformed into a national party which began to develop its own views on important issues, and which was doing its best to achieve a national image. The 1991 Congress opened up the party to everyone who could subscribe to its basic principles. The old deadwood, impeding the party's development, was cast off. “Marxism-Leninism” was officially abandoned. From now on, the predicate “socialist” would suffice as the party's political compass.

A “minimum programme for a socialist Netherlands” was drafted. It was called Manifesto 2000, with “a society for people” as the subtitle. In the short term, the party congress made a breakthrough to Parliament its strategic priority.

Tomatoes and Oppositional Voices

In 1993, in order to achieve the parliamentary breakthrough, the party leadership made its most daring decision ever. Instead of telling the electorate to vote SP for a better society – worthy ideals for a distant future – the party chose a more rational and better thought out position: that of radical and effective opposition. “Vote against, vote SP” became the provocative slogan. The message being: if you don't agree with current politics, vote for us. Then we can voice your dissent in Parliament. You don't need a majority for that, even one person would do. The new strategy is symbolized by a tomato. Full of healthy vitamins, but also a feared weapon against bad political theatre.

The new approach finally caught on. Twenty years after its foundation the SP was seen by others as something new. After the municipal elections of March 1994 the party grew from 70 to 126 councillors. And on 3 May 1994 the SP won its first two seats in the Lower House, Parliament's main legislative chamber. This parliamentary breakthrough was the start of a period of spectacular growth for the party as a whole. In the first place the number of members, which for some time had been around 15,000, expanded tumultuously. Within four years it had increased to over 25,000, making the party the fourth biggest in members. This growth came from various sides. The SP “new style” became attractive for former voters and members of PvdA and GroenLinks, who found their parties surrendering to the advance of neo-liberal politics and who would rather hear the “red answer to (the) Purple (Government)” – as the coalition of right-wing liberal VVD, centrist D66 and Labour was known. 1995 brought the first seat in the Senate, after successful provincial elections, members of the Upper House or Senate being elected by provincial councillors. Outside parliament people made headway as well. Key issues, like the fight against the growing social divide, were tackled in original ways. The 1998 elections yielded five parliamentary seats and thanks to successful provincial elections (19 seats) the party won two seats in the Senate. The party appointed 'wethouders' – local councillors occupying positions analogous to ministers in a national government – in a number of towns in the southern province of Brabant. In June 1999 came the first seat in the European Parliament. The SP was now represented on all parliamentary levels.

The fees that SP representatives receive are handed over to the party (under the agreement that noone should profit from such a position), so the increase in MPs and other elected representatives also led to a substantial expansion of the party's financial resources. This money was partly used to develop a professional organisation that supported the work of the party and its MPs, as well as numerous campaigns and activities.

There was also an increase in quality, especially in the way the MPs operated. In a short time the previously unknown party leader Jan Marijnissen became one of the country's most renowned politicians. At the end of 1996 he gave a “Red answer to Purple” in "Tegenstemmen" (Oppositional Voices, available in English under the title Enough!), articulating the SP's modern vision of politics and society. "Tegenstemmen" was a clear criticism of the advance of neoliberalism, the erosion of the social democratic PvdA (since 1994 governing the country together with liberal VVD and D66 in the ‘purple’ coalition) and the implications for society of “every man for himself”. But it was also a book without dogmas, another development in the SP philosophy.

SP 2000 and after

Sometimes new ideas are spread faster horizontally than vertically. This shows when the spectacular increase is accompanied by growing pains. More than once, new SP-councillors didn’t appear to fit in with the traditional frameworks, or hadn’t settled in yet; some resigned after a short career. Clashes occurred between old staff and new members and the media didn’t fail to notice this. Quantitative growth threatened to result in loss of quality. With two congresses in the final year of the 20th century the party put its ideological and organizational affairs in order. Now that the national breakthrough had taken place the party congress of 1999 decided to prioritize what the SP had always done best: working at a local level. At the congress of 18 December the party laid down a new manifesto, The Whole of Humanity, in which the basic idea of society was formulated and the party's alternatives were outlined.

The general elections of 2002 turned out into a real voters rebellion against the governing ‘purple’ coalition of social democrats and liberals. The coalition parties were halved, to the benefit of the spectacular new populist party of Pim Fortuyn (murdered ten days before the elections), the oppositional Christian democrats – and the Socialist Party. The results proved that the SP had become a factor in Dutch politics and society. Nearly 600,000 voted for the SP (whose slogan had now changed to “Vote for, vote SP”), thus giving it an additional four seats. And at the same time the party passed the mark of 30,000 members. Just a few months later the new right wing coalition of CDA, VVD and Fortuynists had already collapsed, and new elections took place. The SP succeeded in increasing once more its number of votes but this did not result in more seats, despite the party having received a more sympathetic response than ever during the election campaign. Unfortunately, many citizens were influenced by the neck-and-neck race between social democrats and Christian democrats and in spite of their sympathy for the SP gave their vote to the PvdA. The SP did nevertheless become the fourth party in Parliament and one of the major opponents of the right wing government of CDA, VVD and D66. The provincial elections of 2003 resulted in seats in eleven out of twelve provinces, doubling the two seats in the Upper House.

The 12th party congress laid down new tasks for the future, with enhanced activities at all levels as a recurring theme.

In 2004 two seats were won in the European Parliament, and the SP also won its first representative in the parliamentary assembly of the Council of Europe. Together with the trade unions and other left parties the SP organised the biggest demonstration ever in the Netherlands, against the government’s social policy. In 2005 the party played a very important role in the campaign against the neoliberal European Constitution. Nearly two thirds of the Dutch voters reacted positively and said ‘NO’ – despite the fact that all major parties were in favour of the proposed constitution. Thanks to successful local elections, the SP doubled its seats in local councils in 2006. National elections in November 2006 resulted in massive gains for the SP. The party almost tripled its number of seats in the Lower House, Parliament’s main legislative chamber, to twenty-five and is now the third party of the Netherlands, both in seats and membership. Total membership rose to over 50,000 just as elections were taking place.



Published On: 4/7/2007
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My Journal: Happy Holidays!
By: Wayneford


Just wishin everyone a Merry Christmas and a safe happy New Years!! Hope you all get nice n drunk this holiday to celebrate the good times!! Pray for the snow fellow Ontario-ans, pray!!! Or I'll give you a lump of coal... to the face!!


Published On: 12/25/2006
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Ok, I know this is a site fro snowboarders, and we are to share our experiences and compare notes and wtv, but I thought I could bring out a lil Christmas cheer to the place. So.. yeah... and to my fellow Montrealers. Don't give up hope. We are all dreaming of a white Christmas, but if we don't get that, we will get a white New Year... right?
oh bother...

Frosty the snowman, was a jolly happy soul
with a corn cop pipe and a button nose and 2 eyes made out of coal!
A very happy soul he was*.

NEXT!

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells!
Jingle all the way! Oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh!
Dashing throught the snow in a one horse open sleigh
O'er the feilds we go, laughing all the way!

ok...

NEXT!

Oh the weather outside is frightful, byt the fire is so delightful
And since ther's no place to go,
Let it snow, let it snow let it snow!!!

DAMN RIGHT RIGHT LET IT SNOW! and we have no need to light a fire =(

NEXT!!

Are there any other songs that do not involve snow? :P

tata!

Happy Holidays!!!





Published On: 12/23/2006
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Now that the stockings are hung and the dreidels are spinning, we are really curious to know who was nice this year and better yet, who was naughty. So we just asked. Here's what we found out...
 
Tori Koski shows us how naughty she's been this year.
 
 
Tori Koski ::

This year I have been very naughty. Yes, I deserve a lump of coal. I've been hustlin' with my gat, chasin' papers and ridin my Halo 49. All you biatches get out my way 'cause I got a 357 with your name on it.
 
Our little angel, Elijah Teter.
 
 
Elijah Teter ::

I definitely deserve a new snowboard under the tree. I think Santa should be good to me because I am donating a portion of all my contest winnings to charity. Seriously.
 
 
UK rider, Andy Laird.
 
Andy Laird ::

Hey Santa bring me some goodies, I think I deserve it...

After a long hard season of working my ass off, I went out for a little fun of my own. My last trick was supposed to be a quick half cab round. Aaaarggh caught an edge, down I go with a ruptured kidney and spleen and couple of broken ribs. But then again that may deserve a lump of coal in my stinking snowboard socks because I should have been more careful.
 
 
Robbie showing off his "nice" side to Lex.
 
 
Robbie Dapper ::

Santa should be hooking me up this year because I have been so nice... SO NICE! I even let Lex beat me at Ivan Stewart's Off Road Racing arcade.
 
 
Finch killing it at the Grand Prix in Breck. Too bad he didn't compete...
 
 
The Finch That Stole Christmas ::

He didn't really steal it, but if he did, we definitely wouldn't be able to catch him. With the schedule he has been keeping lately, we don't even know what continent he is on half the time. Between rally car racing in Baja, Mexico to the Air & Style comp in Munich, Germany to riding in Japan and spectating at the Grand Prix in Breckenridge, he really is the international man of Mystery.
 
 
 


Published On: 12/20/2006
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Published On: 10/14/2006
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COAL BEANIES JUST ARRIVED ON WWW.FIREFELIZ.COM

  



Published On: 10/7/2006
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so goes another day in the life of....: lucky me
By: nunca


1.  moving up to mt baker for the winter
2.  got a 98 ski-doo summit 600 (who needs a man when you gotta sled!)
3.  bbq's, dance parties, friends friends friends and friends!!!!
4.  gnu barrett 156 - check out www.gnu.com
5.  roxy ollie pop 151 - roxy doubleshot boots - roxy bindings - check out www.roxy.com
6.  northwave topaz - drake muse - check out www.northwave.com
7.  volcom habitat pants/jacket - thermals - socks - streetwear - check out their amazing line www.volcom.com
8.  coal beanies, hats, scarves... - www.coalheadwear.com

i do not know how i got so lucky, but i am.  these companies are amazing and the people who run/work for them are unbelievable.  thanks to olin, jesse, pos, julia, dan, desiree, richard, kami and brad.  i can't even begin to show my gratitude, they are all too good to me, can't wait to shred this year!!!

PART TWO:  GOING TO INDONESIA
i have been compiling suggestions, if you have any, let me know, i am leaving in two weeks...  just me my backpack, a camera, some money, and a surfboard...  i can't believe it!!!




Published On: 10/6/2006
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   Here Are Some Of My Favorite Bands!!
        
 
 
    
 
  
 
   
 
 
   
 
  

        
        
      
    

     
   

   
   

    
    
   
  
          
      
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
   
 
 
 
  
 
 
       
 
 
     
 
 
   
 
     
 
     
 
 
Theres PLENTY FROM WERE THESE CAME FROM BUT I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT MUSIC SO IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT MY TASTE IN MUISC JUST ASK!
 
AND REMBER ROCK TILL DEATH!


Published On: 5/29/2006
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 THE PINK SPIDERS-Little Razor blade
Hey, hey, little razorblade, girl you're so so dangerous
you say you wanna try and get away and thats just so obvious
but I've got the keys so lets put it into drive

Hey, hey, little razorblade, girl you're so so serious
you're only pretty when you walk away and you act oblivious
but I've got the keys so let's put it into drive
but don't call it a crush don't call it a crush, baby
you know I love you too much to be crushed like that

Give back my heart tonight I'm sick of never smiling 'cause you're so uptight
'cause we know its not alright but neither one of us is putting up a fight.
And you're right that its wrong to spend the night alone
you stand on the shore as I'm treading water
and wave as I sink like a stone

Hey, hey, little razorblade, girl you're so so obnoxious
this lucid dream is now reality and it makes me so anxious
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ANIMAL I HAVE BECOME- Three Days Grace
I can't escape this hell,
So many times I've tried,
But I'm still caged inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal.
(This animal. [x2])
I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself)
So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied)
But there's still rage inside,
Somebody get me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.
Somebody help me through this nightmare,
I can't control myself.
Somebody wake me from this nightmare,
I can't escape this hell.
(This animal. [x7])
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me.
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become.
Help me believe it's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.
This animal I have become.


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**BLEEDING MASCARA**--Atreyu
A wraith with an angel’s body.
A demon with a smile of gold.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t become like you.
A killer with the perfect weapons,
crystal eyes and a heart of coal.
You soul-sucker.
I won’t lose myself in you.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again.

What the f*ck do you think love means?
It’s more than words and more than feelings
sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet?
Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes.
Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste of
sweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke.

Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.
Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering
like a withering rose, she’s back again, shes back a, shes back again shes back

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I'M NOT OKAY (I PROMISE)--My Chemical Romance
Well if you wanted honesty,
That's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go,
It's better off this way!
For all the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay,
I'm not okay,
I'm not okay,
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again, you sing the words
But don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time,
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay,
I'm not okay,
I'm not okay,
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
You said you'd read me like a book,
But the pages all are torn and frayed!

I'm okay...
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me,
because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this.
I'm okay!
(Trust me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay,
I'm not o-f*cking-kay !
I'm not okay,
I'm not okay!
Bleeding Through - The Truth CD
*Kill To Believe- Bleeding Through*
Now what do you want from me?
When I've sacrificed my heart so you can be set free
And time will never cure this disease
I'm only left with tired arms to stop from drowning

This, This is loveless
Love, Your love is hopeless ohhh

what do you want from me?
When I've sacrificed my heart so you can be set free

This, This is loveless
Love, Your love is hopeless

Do you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
and If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out
Before saying i loved you
Do you believe in this?
Do you believe in me?
If you believed in love
Would you believe in me?

So what will you take from me?
I'm the man with out a soul, a soul for you to seek
And time will only cure your disease
I'm only left with tired arms to stop from drowning.

This, This is loveless
Love, Your love is hopeless

Do you you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
and If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out
Before saying i loved you
Do you believe in this?
Do you believe in me?
If you believed in love
Would you believe in me?

Believe in me
I've emptied my soul
Believe in me.
I've killed this disease now
Time to shatter your heart
Bring you to your knees
I've, I've found the strength to fight on
and stop the bleeding, And Ive stopped the bleeding

Do you you remember
On that night I couldn't find the words to say I'm sorry
and If you recall that night you ripped my heart right out
Before saying i loved you
Do you believe in this?
Do you believe in me?

You're killing, you're not the same to me now got to kill to believe

Blue October Photo

**Hate Me**- Blue October
I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There’s a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months, it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so f*cking far away that I’ll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away, just make it stop!”
Come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How could you did this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you



Published On: 4/24/2006
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"Capitalism stole my Verginity": Damn!
By: yeratlin


Elections are soooo close..
and hopefully the right wing coalition is not going to win...
Whatever.. I just can't stop thinking I've been a fool for quite a long time...
nevermind..
Sun&sea will save me this summer...
cheers
Cira


Published On: 4/9/2006
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My Journal: ~Love~
By: zbmx4jesus


~Here Lord, is my first attempt at poetically arranging my words~

~In their entirety may they bless your heart and beautifully soar as open winged birds~

~In humbleness, In Spirit, I kneel before you with honest request~

~That in all my striving and my efforts, to you, I give only my best~

~With my entire being in its fullness, in every single day~

~Allow your Love to work through me, in and beyond, every fathomable way~

~Be ever present in all thought, action and word spoken~

~That each heart you’ve placed before me, will elude being eternally broken~

~I’m just one man, placed amidst billions given life on earth,~

~Yet through the shed blood of Jesus, I’ve died to self and awoke in new birth~

~Born again from such death and emptiness, into Abundant life full of Mercy and Grace~

~Allow not the wickedness presented before me, ever steal from me the endurance to finish this race~

~Such hate welled up inside peoples’ hearts, the tears flood my eyes~

~Why do we trap ourselves, so selfishly in our lies?~

~We strive after anything and everything to fill our empty souls~

~Only finding the worthlessness of such, comparing to the blackness of coals~

~Yes, I too am only human, I make my share of mistakes~

~But I want to be free and real, far from the superficiality of fakes~

~I accept and embrace such precious truth, that I am nothing without You - My Father~

~And I pray to whole heartedly remain in your Love, for anything else, may I never bother~

~Open my eyes to see the world from your view, to gaze on through your heart~

~Let your Love Motivate all I do, And Lord, from your perfect will, May I never depart~

 

~Zack~



Published On: 3/6/2006
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my heart is empty
black like coal
i feel dead
without a soul
i have no one in my life
i suffer, i cant breath
my heart was pierced with YOUR knife
i cant dream anymore
i have to nightmare
wake up screaming in horror
where is my love?
that box is bare
as pale as a dove
no good feeling to share
i dont care any more
im a loner, a soldier
killed at war
no family, no friends, no one
im all alone
you have won
I am Dead

Published On: 1/31/2006
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f*ck YEAH IT'S GONNA BE MESSY

Published On: 1/20/2006
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My Journal: ~Thankful~
By: zbmx4jesus


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        Lord, Wow....You leave me speechless...it would take me so So Long to make a list of all I'm thankful for...You know that oh so well because you've watched me sit here and began writing many paragraphs about just that..I have so much to be thankful for. And In all reality, we all do. Because the fact remains, that You Almighty God,  cause all things to work for our Good, Even if we don't understand how, We can be sure that the fact remains. You are in perfect control. You give, and You take away, So in Response to that, I will Bless your name and Your heart with all possible means forevermore~ Thank You Lord For it all! The Good and the bad. Because in truth, It's All Good! May your Love and Your Peace be taken in by the hearts that are in this world still and by those whom are yet to come~ I pray that you would move inside them to draw them closer to You through Your Love~  Thank you dearly Lord For Honoring my request to Have you draw near to me as I draw near to You~ Your so Faithful~ even when I'm so far from it. When I've steered off course from your will, even when I Straight up ignore your voice when its as clear  & as bright as the sunset was this afternoon, Just shining brilliantly over the water with its reflection beautifully displayed across the shimmering ripples~ your voice is as Captivating as Ever and I still ignore it!  Yet...Even in those times Lord, Your Love for Me has remained the same. While the world and all its desires have captured my attention and the pleasures being as great as ever, Tears flowed from your eyes as I was on your mind and in Your View~... You Love me unconditionally~ You really do. I'm honestly in Awe. You are Beyond what words can describe in Brilliance and in Royalty~ Even with the most Anointed words flowing from the most beautiful of poets. Not Words, not music, not even my life-song being lived out can I ever Express what your truly Worth~ Though It will be my greatest delight in spending the rest of this earthen life blessing your heart in every little way I can. In every possible way I can. Even if its never going to amount to all your worth, You still have all of me. Its the least I can do. You gave this life to me, I can only simply give it back in response to Your Love. If there is ANY chance at all in your heart being blessed by the choices I am faced with, as your Holy Spirit as My Helper, I will choose what Most blesses your Beautiful and Wonderful Heart~ Your Love is the force that is holding this world together, even in the midst of all this evil and chaos~ Without the choice to be a part of all the Mayhem and Evil, Love could Never be as strong as it is. So where sin abounds, Grace abounds all that much More~ How beautiful You are. That you would call me your child and know even me. Simply Nothing but  a sinner among the billions of sinners. Your Love fueled the desire to die in my place. When I listen to your voice I hear you clearly remind me "For love of you, I left my Father's side and I came to you, who ran from me, who fled me, who did not want to hear My name. For love of you, I was covered with spit and punched and beaten and fixed to the wood of the cross." I realize Lord that no man has ever loved me and no woman can ever love me as much as You do~ 
    
      Father God, Through Jesus Christ My Love for You burns like a wildfire. I pray that You would keep me ablaze as my dear friend Christina has prayed~ all the while You fueling that fire in her too~. Keep her ablaze...with Your Love. May You ignite that wonderful Love in each person reading this in a new way. A Profoundly Majestic and Unconditional way. That we would no longer look at the world with our eyes, judging and scorning. Because we don't know anyone on this earth the way you do. With what choices their faced with and The situations leading up to the point where they're at. So who are we to Judge~  Help us Look on to those through Your eyes and understand with Your heart and Act with Your Love, The Love that Does not hold a wrong against another. The Love that Forgives As you Forgive. The Love that will reap burning coals of conviction on those who aren't used to that Powerful Love of Yours. And even to those who Are used to it! The Love that overcomes all Evil... Your Unfailing Love~  

       May you Abba, Bless Each Person reading this, in all ways(I mean in every single little detail of their lives and choices and circumstances), Always Leading them Closer and Closer back to your Precious Heart of Perfect and Unconditional Love~

 

~Thank you Lord, For simply Being You and Loving us As you have and always will~



Published On: 1/1/2006
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My Journal: 27/9/2005
By: Coalition_iii




Published On: 9/27/2005
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My Journal: 11/10/2005
By: Coalition_iii


I've started painting again....

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What do you think? A four part series i'm painting...

Series: "I heart snowboarding"

Published On: 10/11/2005
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My Journal: 14/10/2005
By: Coalition_iii


Dude, WTF? hahaha

Published On: 10/14/2005
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My Journal: 8/11/2005
By: Coalition_iii


Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna
Listen to Lali Puna

Published On: 11/8/2005
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