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My Blog: Halloween Harley Party in Fairview... Drunkville!!!
By: Shredneck_89

So its Halloween night, and me and my bro Marc are heading up 2 Fairview to go party with our bud Brandon who's doing his Power Engineering at the NAIT campus there. As we where told by our invitee, we need costumes, I was going as Ron Burgundy from Anchorman, Marc was a lumberjack. Brandon was Jail-bait. LoL! SO we get to the On-campus town-house brandon is staying in with his roomies, and the party is in full swing! Brandon is already down a 26 and awesomely drunk. So me and Marc get into character and we head 2 the bar, and easy 10 minute walk from Brandons. So we get 2 the bar and start partying. Me a brandon hit a shot set-up of Tequila and Fire-ball, Brandon walks 2 the bathroom, pukes, and continues 2 party, what a trooper! So the party keeps going till closing time. And all three of us, $100 bucks each poorer and really drunk/danced out. Tried 2 make our way home. (This is where it gets super fuzzy. We three peiced the rest of the night together with what we could remember, and this is what we got.) So we start walking... we get 2 the campus, somewhere in the agriculture area. All of a suppen Marc wants 2 fight due to some guy back home who was say shi*t about his girlfriend. (Chris Gullet, nobody likes this guy. I even want 2 kick his ass.) So brandon says 2 him, that he'll fight him. So they hop some fences and start fighting by the riding sable and cattle pens. Me not seeing this go on or where they went, keep walking and yelling for the 2 of them wondering where the hell they are. So I yell and stumble till I hit a slight incline, and me being drunk fell right into a ditch, face first, full of water. So I am soaking wet, I get out but in the process I lose a shoe. I don't care I just keep on walking till all of a sudden a vehicle comes from behind. Its campus security! The lady inside askes "Are you ok?" I say. "Not Really" She says, "Wanna lift?" and I say, "Yes Please" I get in the back and b4 I know it. I'm right in front of the town house and I didn't even know how 2 get there! lol! SO I go inside and pass out on the coach. Mean while back 2 Marc and Brandon. They're fighting like crazy drunks. Till they stop. Marc it still pist and is kicking and punching shi*t. Meanwhile brandon takes off home ready for bed, losing a shoe also somewhere along the way. Marc is now alone, and is also lost. He calls brandons cell, doesn't pick-up. He calls my cell but I fell in the ditch thus f*cking my phone right up 2 the point that it doesn't work. So he calls his girlfriend in falher which is so worried that she wants 2 drive an hour and a half in the early morning 2 come and find him. LoL! He told her not 2 be silly. and he said he'd find his way eventually. So he gets to the town houses, goes in, up the stairs, opens the door to what he thought was Brandon's room. But he notices that the guy sleeping in Brandons room is not Brandon. Further more its not brandon's room. Its not even his townhouse! Marc went into the wrong house! Than he notices that there is a dog, and it starts barking so Marc gets out of the townhouse without the guy waking up! Lucky! And eventually finds his way 2 the right place. With me on the couch and marc in Brandons bed. Brandon decides 2 sleep on the arm chair. I wake up for a moment to see him in a U shape, from arm to arm. Awesome! But when awake in the morning he is laid out on the kitchen floor. Than I notice under my blanket, I am buck naked! I don't even remember taking them off! So we relive our night laugh about it. Than head out 2 KFC, than watch some women's volley-ball and than go looking for our lost items. The only thing 2 turn up is Marc's Rome Lumberjack Toque. But what an awesome drunk time. Well worth the hundred bucks, the lost shoe, and the broken cell phone. Good times with good friends is never a bad thing, no matter what kind of trouble you get into! LoL!

Take Off, eh?

Published On: 11/17/2008

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Vaughn Whynot's Blog: Camera Tips - Camera Handle
By: Mr.Whynot

"from the site HDskate.com articles Make Your Own Video Camera Handle"

Make Your Own Video Camera Handle

Alright so you want a better way to film lines and all around, make your filming smoother. The answer is a tripod mount handle. Your end result will look like this.

Camera with finished handle

Your best bet is to start working on a clean, level surface. Try not to use the best table in the house, unless no one is going to care. It’s probably better to work on something fairly high off the ground, seeing as I always work on the floor and cause myself uneeded back pain.

To get started, here’s everything you need and it can all be found at your local hardware store. Luckily I found everything in my basement.

One peice of metal, 1 inch wide, 1/8th to 1/4 inch thick and about 20 inches long. More for larger cameras. Less for smaller cameras. Around 20 is average.
One quarter inch bolt to screw the handle into the tripod mount hole.
One wingnut to screw upside down into the screw to secure it to a camera.
A washer or two .

Materials

The next step is to drill the hole in the piece of metal. To do this turn your camera upside down and grab a tape measure. Measure the distance from the tripod hole to the front of the camera. That’s how far away from the start of your handle your hole should be. Make a mark there with a marker then use a drill to bore a hole through it. A drill press would be much easier if you have accesss to one. On the handle I made here, the hole was already on the piece of metal so I decided to use that and it’s actually fine for the Panasonic GS series cameras.

After you have your hole drilled decide how far along the metal bar you want your bands to be. You should probably have something along the lines of 6 inches for the bottom, 6 inches for the vertical part, and 7 inches for the top, but like I said earlier, if you’re cameras bigger you might wanna make it bigger. You probably won’t have to make it more than 22 inches. Again, using a measure tape and a marker, make marks at the places you wann to bend at.

Measure And Mark

Now You want to find something you can use to bend the metal. A couple good choices are:

Some heavy weights, about 100 pounds or so. You can wedge the handle under the very bottom one and lift it up at the marked bend location.
Vise grip, lock it in so you can just bearly see your markings then pull/push to bend it.
A pole, like I did.

Bend The Handle

Once You have both the bends done that’s just about it. You might want to paint your handle or put some stickers on it to decorate it. One of the coolest things is to get the infrared remote your camera came with and tape it to the top so you can record without taking your hand off the handle.

Screw the handle on to your tripod mount and you’re done!

Published On: 3/8/2008

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My Blog: First Resort Shred of The Season. Last Run. BIG wipe!
By: Shredneck_89

I wake up at 7:00 on the 16th of December, a Sunday. Why? What elsa? To do the best activity winter has to offer NO, life has to offer, Shred!!! I have a shower, a peice of toast, collect my gear and jump in the van by 8. My dad drives to Alicia's to pick up the rest of the group (Marc, Alicia, and Curtis, but Curtis doesn't show due to the fact that he went to watch an Oilers game, LOSER!!!) and then head to Grande Praire. So we get to her house, and Alicia is ready 2 go, but Marc, who has to look good, is brushing his teeth (For about 5 mins.) So we finally leave Alicia's yard at 8:34, pretty good for the lack of organization. Alicia being the smart one forgets her gloves, luckly her BF (Marc) brought a spare pair. We get to Grande Praire at 10 and my dad makes a stop at A&W for some breakfast, so we all eat and head out to NiteHawk, the only hill open so far this season, our destination. My dad say's he'll be picking us up at 4:30. We get out on the hill, and the snow was fast and there was sooo many things to jib and little jumps littered the sides of the run, it was awesome! The terrain park was open, but all they had was a Flat-down rail and a mound they called a table top. But still, it would have been fun to hit, but as luck would have it Alicia and Marc forgot there helmets. I brought mine but figured that hitting the park by myself wouldn't be that fun, so we stuck to the run. We buttered/ flatland tricked down the hill, hit a snowledge which I could board-slide easy, Marc bonked off a Lamp-post and I coudn't time it worth a darn, I would miss be at least 4 inches every time I tried (Dam you Lamppost!) We hit the little jumps on the sides Maxing out on 4 to 6 feet of air doing 180's, 360's, and muiltiple straight air grabs. (Not alot, but good for the little booters we were hitting.) There was a whale of man made snow that Marc was tail-blocking and I tried a few handplants and didn't stick 1. So we shred through the day, And 4:25 rolls around, I say "Lets do one more run, before we pack'er in!" So we make our way down the hill, it getting dark, and I hit a jump, I pop WAY to far back, I'm in the air and I know I'm f*cked. I hit the ground, with the left side of my body, instant pain! Alicia and Marc ride down to see if I'm still breathing, I'm a mess, Alicia takes off my board, and I lay there for a couple mins. swearing at myself. I'm done for the day, I ride down, go up the lift, and packed up, took some pills, limped to the van, and went home. I had supper and put a heat pad on my sore side at night. What a day, but I'm glad I went. It was the best way to spend my Sunday.

Shredding with my Friends.

Published On: 12/17/2007

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My Blog: some problems of the teenage world
By: kayla_aka_kaykat_2007

sometimes people face things that they don't want to and others just hid at home and don't face there problems. I think that people should face bullies and go to skool and ignore the stupid comments stupid 10th, 11th and 12th graders make about ur weight or looks or about your sexual preffrencis it is soo dumb that other people have 2 put u down 2 make themselves feel better but in some cases it drives the person that is being mocked into a state that they won't or can't retern from because they feal bad about themselves like they are worthless peices of sh**it and they won't show their faces or they commit suiside. well i don't think it is right for someone 2 make fun of others because of they way they look or talk or smell or their religon or if they like other guys/girls. People that do that are not perfect they are just people who think they are but they no they have some of they same "flaws" as the person they are mocking so they have 2 cover it up 2 make themselves look "perfect" well i have news for thoes types of people u can't judge a book by it's cover and no one is perfect the only perfect that matters is the perfect you not the perfect body or face or hair or anything like dat. just be yourselves and you'll be perfect in your own special way. If you are agents gays well it does not matter just leave them alone and if u don't want 2 b liked by a gay well just don't sweet it take it as a compliment towards u that u still have it goin on for both sexes to like u. there is no need 2 be a gay hatter but if u r then don't b a prick about it you can't help who u love and neither can they if they perfer guys over girls or girls over guys so be it it's not like ur gonna turn into a gay caz u talked 2 one u might though it only depends on you and your heart and if u like some one that other people think is ugly well just tell them that u like who u like u can't change dat no matter wad "methods" u use 2 not like dat person ur still gonna b attracted 2 that person. so wad im trying 2 say is be nice 2 others and think that if u were fat or gay or ugly and people picked on u would u want 2 just take it or would u tell them 2 fu**k off and leave u alone? and if it were u would it drive u 2 insanity? hidding? suicide? think about it. i know i have.

Published On: 10/14/2007

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My Blog: catamarange
By: wildcatAl

ok so I thought it might be interesting to just go ahead and start typing a blog without any strategy or form. I am writing about myself writing becuase this peice of writing was never graced with a premis. OF coarse a premis of nothing can be very entertaining as we see from the sit-com diety Seinfield. One of the greatest aspects of contemporary human life is the insane nothingness we do with our time. Some of the greatest conversations in the history of time probably started with the contemplation of the sky or a road. Contemplations are glorified experiences of nothing. One can give any useless object life and meaning through contemplation. All that I know is there is allot of generrally talentless people out there. I am morbidly distruaght at the thought that I am and will allways be a nothing.

Published On: 9/21/2007

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My Blog: DandG photo essay- 2 ARTshows in one night?..... boy !
By: dandgpodcast

SOME TIME AGO ! (in around march to be exact) DandG went to 2 ART SHOWS IN ONE NIGHT!!! (well actually G couldn't make it so D brought the beautifull Jacqueline suzanne Cerminara in his place.) i know what your thinking... how could they. well with a rip in the time space continum and a pontiac vibe i sapose anything is possible.
i didn't take too many pics of the actual art at the first place...but thats ok, cause every knows art shows are just about putting on your favorite pair of shoes and getting drunk with your friends.

the first show was a nice little photo show by SETH FLUKER called STRANGE DAYS INDEED at the famed ANTI SOCIAL GALLERY (yes the one owned by pro sketer RICK McCrANK). if you haven't been to the Gallery space located in the rear of the ANTI SOCIAL SKATE SHOP, then you should go kill yourself. The place is bonkers and bananas and peaches and cream....its sweet ok and you never know what kind of magic and delight it will have to offer you.

ANTISOCIAL GALLERY
2425 main st.
vancouver B.C.
604-708-5678

the second show was an instalation peice by Wes Cameron and Matthew (stiffy) Robertson which was titled KNEELING REPRISE. Wes and Stiffy said good-bye to the space they curate known as Lobby Gallery located at the Dominion hotel in the (you guessed it) the lobby of the Hotel.
Kneeling reprise was an intervention that involved a sculptural reworking of the original gallery wall construction into a functional object (that big white bench looking thing) that related an anthropomorhpic* gesture.
i'd have to say it was quite nice and afterwards at the lamplighter (its next door) Victoria, Victoria, Joe abernethy and Zuzia provided a fitting soundtrack for the evenings end.

*relating to anthropomorphism the attribution or ascription of human charachteristics to inanimate objects, animals, forces of nature etc.

www.lobbyproject.com
210 Abbot street. @ water
Vancouver B.C
thanks for reading (your a diamond in an A.D.D rough) and enjoy the sore eyes.
cyber hugs and internet kisses- DandG

Published On: 5/19/2007

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today!!: best and first night in whistler, the real peak of vancouver!
By: m.monay

Wow first day at whistler rocked my socks! had the best day ever riding with Sayla, anick, trev, chuck, surrey, steph, robby, matt and swanson and myself of course, we went riding here at whis and had a gloreous time indeed!

Just rode whistler, btu all was good, until i got stuck in like a metre of pow pow on flat and had to walk through a million miles to get out ahha

it was only like 10 metres but man it a long way when your walking in powder coz it also counts for whenever your step through the snow and you sink down a hundredmetres! then you add onto the metres you walk, undersand!

well yea theres some phycology or some crap like that.

man i sucked at that at school, i failed math, woohoooooo rockin and shockin baby!

anways tongith i crotcheted (pernounced crow-sh-ayed) a whole touque for myself, and matt, swiss chris and mike were actually hammered and me being the responsible one and only haveing like a a cupla...i watche dthe whole gong show takeplace right here in matts kitchen in the house, in my mind sets in the mid part of whistler/black comb canada, one of the world most gloreous mountain ranges....woa i sound liek teh whistler comercial on teh tele! har har hilarious show that one is...

cheeeeer bro, got five cents ow bay!! ayyyyy ow il waist you! aha talkin liekmaoris bro its the bestested....

well Chris and mike just left for town matt was sittinghere an then lying here on the desk, which gave me quite the idea of getting funky with the sharpapen...his tight shirt made it easily simple to use the lid removal, i undid the pena nd starting to dooodle, i created a peice of art, unlikeno other!

wel it was just a bunch of random weird picture sof weird things, took lotsa photos! oooh so manymuahhahaa...gotta send them to something and get a prize...oh so priceless...

wellmatt got up and did his thing i st downa nd started to type,he is now back in teh same placeafter scurrying around the house and onto several different baeds he found his spot right back where it all started.

alrighty well i willbe going to slep about now but first, imust toaster a bagel!

and perhaps put a blankey or carpet or something over matty so he doesnt freeze inthis cold whistler weather.

Well Ba bar the elephant is home

imust get back to life now

farewll everyone

talk again soon

onthe flip side

this isnot a suicidal note i am just talking weird fros ome od reason but i dont kno what, i just cantstop typing and i hope some alot of people read this and laugh becaus eim laughing constantly as i type that why this may appear to be hurendously rediculousily bad grammer.

anways i better go

matt just realised he has a dick on his arm...amongst other things..

knuckle sandwhich time

woop woop

not on the seafoam hoodie!

nooooo

bye bye..(borat voice) bar har har

mia ma ma am amaia maia maia

Published On: 2/19/2007

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My Blog: That car..
By: Mel1y

Ok so me and my mum went to dunedin the other day (which is like 2hours away from where I live..where TOM lives...) anyway we went down to do some serious shopping, to get my lip peirced, and for mums car to get its first servicing. We arrive at the place where we had to drop mums car, and as we pull into the car park we see these awful looking cars (susuki altos) and no shi*t theyre the most hideous looking cars ive ever seen in my life. Anyway as me and mum get outta the car we're joking about how embarasing itd be if we had to take (borrow) one while mums car was getting service. We hand in mums keys, and the lady at reception gives us the keys for the "loan" car. She comes to the door with us, and she points to "the loan car" I look at her in shock horror, look at mum, look at her again and say, "are you f*cking serious?", "that one rite there?" shes like "yer?" mums like "MELISSA LANGUAGE" Im like "omg i wanna die" anyway the ladies all like ahh they are hideous people always look at me in disbielf when i hand them the keys and shunt them out the door. I can tell you, i dont think i've ever been so embarased in my life, me and mum laughing ourselves to tears as we pull out of the car park... Ok so u think im totally over xageratin but heres a photo for yous too OOOOGLE. GOSH THIS IS ONE SEXY CAR (This car makes me gag)

Published On: 1/28/2007

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My Blog: jan co. trip!
By: oOvolcomriderOo

spent most of the week in colorado again! as always it was a blast! the snow was purrrrfect. i got to take full advantage of the back to back blizzards they been getting and it snowed freshies on friday night just in time for our saturday sesh!!

so...we went out for drinks friday night which made waking up on saturday at 5:30 a bit painful...RED BULL TO THE RESCUE!!! by the time we got to vail the wings were on!! bundled up and the crew head out! vail had 7 new inches (beaver creek got 16!!!) it was awesome! we played in the pow all day. i had 2 little minor setbacks tho...we were riding thru the trees and well a couple of us aren't as familiar with the mtn...so me and thaxton ended up heading a little too far left and suddenly realized we were heading toward a river...and the only way out would be across it and hiking up!! so we unstrapped and started hiking back the other way to a higher point so we could cut to the right. boy was that tiring! the snow was probably about 3 1/2-4 feet deep. now remember i am only 5'1"!!! oh my god. it was so hard to get thru aLL THAT lOVELy snOW!

later that day...again tree riding....I GOT STUCK in a horrible position. i couldnt even explain it. like in a well in a valley sorta thing. it took me about 15 minutes to swim outta that one, at least thats what everyone said. it felt like an hour and i was soo tired after. and i am soooo fukkin sore now becuz of it.

that was my lovely painful expedition...

we rode every last second we could and then ate pizza and beer like woah!

after dinner we headed back to watch the sessions. if you get a chance you need to watch it when it airs on tv. the sessions is always a guaranteed good time and history is constantly made with new tricks being stomped and new levels being reached! The set up is sick with 4 big money booters in a row with a huuuge flame off the 4th booter as the riders hit it, followed by an ideal little jib park set up complete with rails and walls and skate style bowls. It will be broadcasted on NBC jan 20th! ANdreas Wiig took first with three 1080's and a 900! benedek stomped a DOUBLE CORK 1260! some dude who i cant remember tried a 14 and almost hit it. siiiickness

we spent the night in breck at a friend of a friends house and headed to keystone sunday mornin. sunday at keystone was a groomer and park day! suuuuper fun easy day! and it was fairly empty!!

and as i type now the muscles in my wrists hurt cuz im still in so much pain from my saturday fiasco! so im cutting the story short. my sunday flight got cancelled and i flew out monday to FARGO NORTH DAKOTA EY! and got stuck there most of the day and now i am home...but without my baby or my luggage. the board is stuck i fargo and luggage floating around ohare. GAH!

it better be here tomorrow and in one peice!

i realized this weekend that my board doesnt do so well in pow....its much better with park and faaaast groomers/hardpack. but that's why i got it! so i guess i need to start thinkin bout a new investment.

Published On: 1/15/2007

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My Blog: Here with me
By: DeadRomance

I sit in my room waiting for you to find me

You run through my head and never get tired

Your like this missing peice in my broken heart

You complete me with just one touch of your hand

And make me fall for you over and over again

Look into my eyes and tell me you love me

Cuz i know i will always love you no matter what

I need you so bad

My heart skips a beat just for you

And never stops bleeding

Beacause deep inside it hurts to tell you about my death soon

Pack it with salt beacause i want to feel it bleed

Can't you feel my pain inside

I just need you here to love me and forever my soul will always be with you.

By Katlin Marie...H

Published On: 1/8/2007

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my blog: Still cant have you
By: black_voodoo

Layer 1... Personal Information...
What's your name?:brianne
How old are you?: 17
When is your birthday?: aug 7th
How old were you when you had your first kiss?:cant remember
Are you a virgin?: nope
Do you like it?: i guess
How tall are you?: 5'3"
What color is your hair?: blonde
What color is your eyes?: dark blue

Layer 2... Right Now...
What are you wearing?: shorts and a tank top
Are you listening to music?: yep
What kind of music?: reggaeton
Who was the last person you talked to?: ana
Who are they to you?: friend

Layer 3... Deep Stuff...
Who is your best friend?: courtney .nicole.lisa
What do you think about abortion?: pro-choice
Do you care what a guy/girl looks like?: kinda sorta
What song best describes you?: Um..
Are you single?: yep
Are you taken?: nope
Are you in love?: nope
Do they know?: they should

Layer 4... Love and Crushes...
Have you ever been in love?: yeah
Do you still feel the same?: kinda
Do you have a crush on someone?: yep
Is it a guy or girl?: guy
Do they know?: probably
Are you close to dating?: not really
How often do you think about them?: lots
How often are you with them?:
Do you talk alot?:
Is there more than one person you are crushing on?:
If so how many?: 15

Layer 5... The good stuff... Kinda?
What do you look for in the oppisite sex?: personality.funny. athletic.
How many peircings do you have?: 6
Tats?: 3
Fav kinda music?: all
Last date?: long time ago
Was this long and horrible?: enjoyable

Published On: 1/4/2007

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My Blog: werbung... By: miku
25.12.2006 [5 Euro] Technical Yawn Portmanteau 05.01.2007 [6 Euro] Lunchbox (TOEL) beNUTS (MUC) 06.01.2007 [4 Euro] Straight Ahead Pardon Ms. Arden (MUC) The Leprechauns (Kaufbeuren) Ein kombiticket für beide Tage ist für 8 Euro erhältlich ! Alles weitere unter http://www.konzerte.juze-peissenberg.de Published On: 12/10/2006 Add/View Comments (0)

My Blog: urgh!
By: Freeridekake

Is it me?

or the guys I chose?

for the reason that i always get hurt!

I'm tired of it!

I jus want one guy to actually love me and not hurt me!

He said he loved me..he would never hurt me *but dont they all say that*

I believed him....and his stupid lies!

and I dont even kno why!

everyone tried to warn me

but i jus didn't listen

I really did love him!

heck i still do!

now its hard for me to ever love again...or even trust again!

I've cried so many tears!

had my heart in peices so many times..i lost count!

so now the only thing i truly love is...

my snowboard!

[always]*

~~i love you~~

Published On: 11/18/2006

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My Blog: what board to get??? and perhaps bindings
By: dalton_goodwin

hmmm i need a new board really bad, i have an old k2 zep 152 and its torn to peices from last season haha.

looking for a board for freestyle and such, anything good for under 300 maybe even 350 cnd.

ive been looking at a 06 danny kass for 299.

also looking at lib tech, jeenyus, endeavor, forum, stepchild, and technine

bindings... not really sure maybe some romes or flux.. and suggestions?

thanks

Published On: 10/2/2006

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My Blog: Fast cars what?!
By: Lyndzy21

Wow, just got wind they found the guy who stole my car. Is this a good thing or a bad thing!? ahh yes this means on to the races literally! Woohoo! Mustangs and fords baby look out I'm BIG!! The big question is whats next!? And who's going to VEGAS with me to the car show!? It'll be an amazing venture. Go big or go home right!?

My business partner is a peice of shi*t!! talk about immature. Really whats the point of being 28 and not knowing how to man up to the fact that you yourself are a failure who can't support yourself.... Hmm.. don't wanna bragg but we bring home some fat checks. Oh well, he'll learn someday.. Oh by the way nick is my business partner definatlely NOTHING more. He's great guy but has his head up his own as 24/7.. i'm curious to know where the last 100,000 went oh yes into a business that is taking forever to create....

Enough bitching life is fantastic. Except we're having a flash flood woohoo skinny dipping on the dirty streets whats up now!? I'm not crazy i promise just love to have a good ol time here in the south!!

Published On: 8/30/2006

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My Blog: I'm A Victim In My Own Life
By: 666xDaRkPhOeNiXx666

My anger,my fustration, my pain

runs through my tears down my face

i guess i take a rest my neck feels stiff

it's pain from work cause i'm everyone's bitch

the only thing i trusted with my feelings, the only thing that made my day

so quikly someone took that away

it tears me up inside jus to see everyone's faces

Evertime i think of it my breathing races

look at all those people on the ground

wasting thier time

i'm trying to hold it all inside

but flashbacks goes through my mind

i'm finally on top of the world

standing here drifting

i tried to put my heart together

but some peices r missing

i'm trying to kno why i'm here, i'm here for nothing

but i'm alwayz here screaming for something

i feel alone

my life in my hands

i wish i had the power to heal

i still feel alone

i feel......

this is my last day

i'm about to break

i'm standing tall

and i yell why

i'm ready to fall

no more use for knives

cause now i'm taking my life

i wish you all good bye

for the last time

Published On: 8/30/2006

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My Blog: Note To All
By: 666xDaRkPhOeNiXx666

Dear Who It May Concern,

I fought too much this is it
i kept everything inside i had enough of this shi*t
f*ck everyone that made me miserable...yea and f*ck john
f*ck every peice of shi*t,their families and their little ones
shi*t u dun think that i hear
bitch u dun care
it's enough that i've to bare
no one understands me
no one cares watz inside me
u try to deni me
f*ck everybody
all u wanna do is talk
wen it's my turn all u wanna do is walk
i'm in the dark i can't see
i'm not broken so dun try fix me
watz the piont of losing my breathe
to talk about my problems
no one can't sovle them
its a rush to the head
i'm numb i feel dead
i'm like a helpless bird on the street
waiting for sumone to pick up thier feet
and kill me
dun take me home
i'm a damn rebel i walk alone
in the shadows that guide me
thatz the only thing that helps me
should i walk off of this ledge
or put this blade to my neck
drag it a cross
its too much pressure i'm exhuast
i'm gunna be dead no shout of a doubt
f*ck this i'm out
i hope ya happy now

Love,
Marina

Published On: 8/23/2006

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My Blog: Mes débuts dans le blog! oulala ça fait peur! By: Sk4
Cher journal, tout ça pour faire un vote à main levée : pour ou contre l'extinction des feux d'artifices? j'avoue que j'ai longtemp ésité avec pour ou contre la peine de mort des poulets pasteurisés et doit on légalizer les poulpes.... Virginie, 13 ans et demi Published On: 8/21/2006 Add/View Comments (1)

My Blog: stupid grls
By: im4thecold

ok so call me a bitch if u want to but ive been noticing a lot of grls with names like sexy peice of ass, wanna taste, turn me on, #1tease, ect. ok grls like this i cant stand ok so u wrk out and u got a nice body congrats but wat the hell are u trying to prove ok so u got guys saying that ur freiken hott if thats wat gets u through ur day then kudoos for u but do u honestly think that those guys would ever really want to hangout with u invite u to hang with their freinds no because to them ur a slut because thats how u betray urself guys are guys and ironically there jus after (ass not all guys but a very large portion) mayb u grls should try making something of urself get ur priorities straight and mayb figure out some morals because if all u have is ur freiken body then wat do have to go back on if something were to happen like o idk like getting old. grls on this thing that dont care wat ppl think of them and run there lives for their own satisfaction or to do something for someone else besides them selves grls who actually get out their and try new things and have their morals set and wont lower them for anyone now those are the girls that i want to c more of.

Published On: 8/16/2006

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