Blah, so this week has been insane, well it's not even half over yet, and i'm insane...I need a time out...i've had recordings three weeks in a row now, and another one next week, hopefully that'll be the end of it. got asked to play in some concerts in NY during christmas, it's pretty much the best thing i could of asked for at the moment, i mean it's NY, but the problem is my first concerts the 24 and the second is the 28th, so it means i have to stay there for christmas day....alone... wich kinda sucks, more than a little especailly since christmas is pretty much the only free time of the year for me. Applicatons for Uni are all due in two weeks and i'm going crazy trying to get all of that crap together, my mom has been a HUGE help, but even so...ahhhh it's all hitting me that i'm actually going to be leaving home for good, come next sept....it's not like i havent been away before, i'm used to being away from home, but it's the fact that i'm not going to be able to call this place me "home" home anymore....I have two weeks and 3 days till i write my SAT's, scary!!!....Either mother nature is trying to get me to study more, or she's just trying to piss me off, but this no snow buissness is starting to make things difficult for me, especially since i only have 1 free day aweek.....My sister saw the phiso guy and it's not lookin to good at the moment, 95% chance of surgery and the waiting list isnt a litte thing either....I cant even imagine what it must be like for her, Snowboarding was really what brought us together, we were kinda arch enemies all through our childhood, but the more i hang out with her the more respect i have for her. I've been lucky, that some things just come naturally to me, i'm not complaining, but it really doest make you appreciate the whole picture. She's someone who works hard for everything she does, haha...beth if you're reading this...i dunno, but i do want to say you're a pretty amazing kid, if i had to go through what you have/are going through i would be a mental meltdown....i think i might already be heading in that direction with this music thing...but haha, I think i knew that along time ago...wow, i didnt know i new this many words!! I even suprise myself sometimes, but yeah that's my thought of the day...what's on all your minds?
ohh and btw...I know you're probably all cureious....just what the hell i actually do with all this music...scheisse, but it's mystery solved....i put a clip in my vid's section, dunno if it'll work or not, cause it's not a vid, but yeah, it's me.....
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