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Night used to be
My favorite time.

But, not anymore.
No..not anymore.

Oh, I still love the night sky.
The stars twinkling,
A superior moon,
With its luminous stare.

But, I don't drift
Away
Like I once did.
And dream below the velvet night sky.

No, not anymore.

Now,
The night brings
Restless feelings,
Ringing silence.
Desolation.
Dejection.

The heavy blues.

Smiles, laughter and song
Have vanished.

Gone.

And I haven't heard from him,
I wish I knew why.

I feel a touch on my shoulder,
I turn to see.

No one, nothing.

Maybe it was only a nudge,
To help me to remember

What I've always believed in,
Could count on.

Hope, faith and trust.
Aspirations
Desires.
Passion,
Happiness.
Me.

I refuse to walk
Through this life
Masquerading
As a blissful being.

Not anymore.

I light another cigarette,
And wonder how he's doing.
Is he ok?

And my heart breaks,
Because I miss him
So damn much.

And I'm
Just another lone forlorn
Night watcher,

Marinating
In these
Heavy blues.


It's time for me to get going.

To reclaim me,
Happiness,
That I finally realize
I do deserve.

I'm tired.
Tired of being consumed
By complex emotions.
Unspoken desires.
Feeling scattered..

Until I don't know,
Where I belong.
Anymore.

But..
I do know
I love him, miss him
and my heart
Doesn't feel satisfied,
without his touch.

To lift me
From these
Heavy Blues.

What's up guys,  just wanted to let everyone no we just opened a new shop in Burlington WA.  The name is Hidden Wave, it's a pretty cutty shop.  stop by and take a look.

later

Deso fam

 

 

T.J. Lewis has been killing it all over the place. He took 1st in his division at the Concrete Rodeo in Henderson, NV and 16th out of 80 overall. Then he went on to take 7th out of 25 at the West Linn comp. Watch for him at upcoming Deso comps.

Let’s all raise our glasses for Dan Ching taking first at the 2006 Shoreline comp.

(Someone once told em to write about something that i hate in first person, because i let my anger fuel my writing, and i hate child obductors, so i wrote out being one)

Wiping away your tears like im answerng your cries

Your quivered lips compliment your swolen dark blue eyes

I whisper into your ear that everything will be ok

I tear away your throat, watching your lfie slowly fade away
Good little girl, you begged for your life before i took it from you

You had such pretty little eyes so very curious and blue

You were no different from the other girls, still a little whore

But when you looked at me and begged for life, your bravery i adored

That really dosent matter now, you are in a better place

I will always remember your curious eyes and your dress of silk and lace