Today I know pain. I’ve met those little Emo bitches who are all about how all life is about is pain, but you know what? f*ck them! People who live that way are f*cking morons and need to shut the f*ck up. The fact is that life can be awesome if you just do what you need to do, on the downside though, with every joy comes a sorrow in its own respect. Today I’ve seen what my sorrow is and I know that I’m paying for all my wrong doings. This sadness to me is caring for someone with all your soul and knowing that your existence to them is no more than that: an existence. You represent no emotion, you bring about no joy. You’re just there, and knowing that all along you were led into believing that you were worth something is the hardest thing that anyone should ever have to deal with. I’m sorry for what I’ve done. I’m sorry for what I’ve become, but if it makes you feel better, you can know that I’m paying for who I am. I’m sorry.
