I have to go back to the academy tomorrow =( dont make me go!!!
I hate it there, i mean, i like a lot of the people that are there, and thats the only reason i will miss the god forsaken place. God, i will miss my friends there....but if the place doesnt make me happy, or makes me do unhealthy things, then i guess i should leave...
f*ck this life, i feel like i've lived so much, and i'm not even 20 yet...i guess i feel that way because i dont want to live anymore, i really dont have any hope for the future. I'm not really sure why i write all this down on this stupid blog...but its a good way to vent i guess.