I should totally exploit myself. But not today.
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Published by MiracleBlue: 8:11 AM
Updated On: 9/9/2007 at 2:21 PM
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Friday, December 02, 2005
I wrote myself a postcard, from the empty space beside you.
A stamp from the stars, the places I want to take you.
I never knew it could be this bad, wanting what I just can't have.
On the cover written, "I wish I was here" in ink coloured blue. Why did this have to happen to me? There's a place right beside you where I used to be. A place right beside you where I should've been, when I pomised you a time that I would be. Sitting at a window you waited for me until trust no more when I was never seen. Love no more when I had never been, right beside you when I said I would be. I was the rain, you were the soil, and we were a dying tree. Now I'm here, I am late, when I should have been early.
So I sent myself a postcard from the empty space beside you. The special place beside you. The special ways I cried for you. Tears of happiness, all for you. Because of you. Forever you. That is something we both knew.
Now that nothing is forever more, it is my fault I feel so torn. Yet still I kneel here, in front of you, asking you to please, see me as who I was before.
So you did. My tears of happiness touched the floor, at that special place, that special place where I will stay, the place that was once empty. That special place beside you.
And I am here, always.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
But it's ok because you're accepted, by the ones who were rejected by the ones who are respected, ones perspective so objected.
That was just in my head there. I needed to write it down. I'll make a song out of it.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Ok, apparantly word is out that the Chat section will be re-opened within a week. A WEEK PEOPLE! It's not GONE FOREVER!!!!!
So get over it already.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Yikes guys! This site has been up for no more than a few hours, and EVERYONE is flaming it off! Sure, it has errors, it's built on Microsoft .net framework, what do you expect? But come on! There are some handy features here. Sure, there's no IM, or no Chatroom, but those features have yet to be implemented. Look at the navigation bar at the top, ever noticed that there is ROOM FOR MORE STUFF?? No, OF COURSE NOT! Because you people are IGNORANT!
But hey, I'm sitting here on Safari and I can't add freaking emoticons to comments. Someone forget to make it Safari compatible?
Anyway, I just like to say good job so far guys, keep those bug fixes coming.
Saturday, November 13, 2004
My arm hurts. Oh, it does. Not from playing Halo 2 non-stop, it's because I slammed on my fradgile (reference to the time I broke my arm and the fact I still have 4 months to go before the plate comes out) left arm about 3 times now in the last 2 weeks. twice within the last 5 days. It's painful. Real painful. Thank God it didn't snap again, it was only by his mercy that my arm is still in one piece. Ah, now the Panadene Forte is kicking in, that's much better. I'm so glad I'm not allergic to painkillers like one of my friends...poor girl...anyway, yeah. If you guys ever go to the hospital cause of a broken something (not just a fracture, im talking a two-piece job), just a little warning, try not to get too much morphene, because it doesn't help all that much with the pain. It actually could make it worse, because it makes you sleepy, and then you feel like sleeping but you cloose your eyes and can't keep them closed because it hurts too much. Anyway, enjoy my digiart (photo/video) stuff. Peace
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Ok, all videos/pictures that I post up are for entertainment purposes only. I do not care if you and/or your friends can do it better, or if you think i suck. If you want to post your oppinion about it, make sure you respect that all tricks require a certain skill level, and also respect my style. this means, no insultin comments like "u suck" or "thats a lame/gay trick" or "i can do better" or "thats easy anyone can do that" or even "your style sucks". Examples of acceptable comments are "nice" or "not bad" or you can give me friendly tips or encouragement if you feel it will help in improving my skill. if you dont like the trick, then dont leave a comment. It's that simple.
Friday, September 10, 2004
Well everyone, I'm leaving skateboard village for good. I thought this was a place where I could be free to share my iterest of skateboarding with other people without being insulted cause of my style or skill, and it was for a little while, but there are those few whom are making it into some sort of competition, by insulting other skateboarders that are not "pro" quality, and telling them they suck and crap, dis-encouraging everyone and causing havoc. I'm aware of freedom of speech, but what they do is not talk, what they do is insult, and noone needs that. Thanks to all the good people that leave encouragements and give their friendly oppinions. To everyone else, f*ck you, get lost and grow up you bunch of stupid aimless sh*theads, you do not belong in skateboarding, because skateboarding aint about how good you are at it, but about how much fun you have doing it. Cause remember, you once couldn't step on a board without falling off, and maybe you still can't. Insulting someone because of the way they skate is just like insulting someone cause of their colour, race, religeon, or gender. Peace.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Does anyone else out there know how much of a bitch it is to type with one hand? I certainly do, seeing as my left arm snapped in half in the middle of the forearm. It was like I had a second elbow. not only that, from where the bone was broken, there was a 25 degree angle. It looked like a second elbow! I was on the skatepark floor, saying "Jesus help me" repeatedly while a crowd gathered around me and my friends dialed 000. The gas stuff the ambulance guys gave me made me space out and all of a sudden I had no idea what was going on around me. All I could focus on was the little pebbles in the concrete. My brain could not handle a train of thought for bout 10 mins. Now I know what getting high is like...I got inside the Ambulance and could barely recite my own name and address. Got to the hospital, sat in my bed whilst they hooked me up to a drip. The morphene didn't do sh*t to help, made me sleepy, and I couldn't sleep cause it hurt too much. At 8:25 PM they said I would have my operation at 9:30. 10 mins later, they're carting me off to stick metal things in my arm that were bought from the local Mitre 10 hardware store. Took me into the operating room. Within 3 seconds of them injecting the general anesthetic into my arm I was out, and they proceded to place titanium bolts and a plate in my arm to hold the bone together. I woke up afterward at about 12 midnight. The nurse was checking my blood pressure. After she left and I was about to fall asleep, I had like a daydream thing, a dream while being conceous. I thought there was a nurse in the room, asking me questions, and every time I mumbled an answer, I would open my eyes, and noone was there. This kept happening for 4 hours untill I fell asleep. I woke up at 8 in the morning. I was in a ward with 2 other guys, with broken legs. The dude opposite to me was riding a scooter at a skatepark and some stupid kid on a bike didn't see where he was going. Snapped. The dude next to me, dunno his story.
::Yeah. I'll continue the story later when I can be bothered to type anymore. Cya.::
Welp, we went there. We found many gnarlsome spots (gnarlsome...creative, no?)but there were just too many ppl round so we went to the little mini temp park that was there and skated that for a while, it was fun cause it was real small and the new park is still being built, but yeah. Wish there weren't many people there. Oh well.
Today, after years of trying (2 to be exact) i can finally do axle stalls and stand up doind it, lol, sad, but i still did it so hah! :P I also hurt the back of my ankle because i went up to do a rock and i went in real far, cause my rock to fakies are more like stalls cause i keep them for ages cause i go up with it, and yeah the trucks tapped the coping, i got off but i was freaked so i jumped off and the board came straight into my ankle. my friend went to the skatepark this arvo, i was gonna go too, but it was cold and im sensetive to cold. my friends name is andrew. me and him have been skating together since we started. hes an awesome skater. when hes learning a new trick, like when he was learning the kickflip, he was learning how to do them the absolute proper way. he wouldnt try any other way of getting it done. he just wanted them perfect, and it has paid off. every trick he does he lands with style. I have somewhat more control than he does with the more technical tricks, but he has much more style than i do. He's currently downstairs, asleep. We're going to some of the best skate spots in my city tomorrow. Civic, The centre of the city. It has mad spots, and were gonna tear it up. maybe I should charge the video camera now so we can film tomorrow...id better get to bed before i get too stuffed to skate, cya
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