And now I'm stuck here for another year and a half. I wish my degree was offered at IUSB or SMC or something. That is honest to God the only reason I'm still here. Stupid nasty big cities that have creeps on scooters everywhere are not cool!

 

I miss the old me. The old me with the great friends. I miss the Megan, Jordan, Matt, Drew days more than anything in the world right now. I think that's why I'm strugglin so bad right now haha.... Life just isn't the same. It's almost like Jordan and I were the glue, the "mom and dad" (like Drew said haha) that held us all together... and now we're done. Wow, newsflash, Megan... this all happened a year ago! Hah I'm gay. Anyway, I just hope that I don't start drifting away from Matt and Drew. I know Jordan and I have no hope... ::sigh:: A year and some later... umm... umm... why does the break-up still kind of suck? Haha. Life is just blah without those boys. They were always down for something. The people down here are boring as f*ck. All they do is drink... which is fun on occasion, but every night of the week? Flippin alcoholics haha. I miss wandering around downtown or playing poker and eating pancakes haha. I especially miss Swiss with them. I really don't think there will be a point in my life ever again that can compare to those days. And playing cards all day on Sundays with Jordan because there was never anything better to do haha. Well, it makes me feel better that he's with a real cool girl now, though. I won't lie... I think she's really good for him.

 

Time to move on. Finally. Blah.