this is my final farwell. Its been fun, but my life has turned to shi*t, just because i am a f*cking stupid ass, so i must now remove myself from public sight, go into hiding, and come out again when the world has started anew. In lamens terms. Im most likely never going to get back on myspace again. Nor am i going to answer anymore phone calls. Or even care about what is going on in my community. Im probably just going to pack up my bags and leave after this next month or two. because what is the point in staying here. I just keep f*cking myself over. I keep doing things to ruin my life, and even when i try to fix them, it all ends where it began. Me, living in a hell hole, with more people pissed at me then not, and my self feeling like shi*t due to guilt, physical pain, or even just lies that others felt like telling. so, this is my final goodbye. I will probably not talk to another one of you, for the remainder of my life. good bye...