Smell
Here we go again,
Just last night he started again,
I must say Im tired of this, but I cant stop,
I guess its what I've been taught,
The smell is all too familiar from when I was a child,
Now that I'm with someone just like him,
I won't leave because of the life weve built,
If I leave that shows everyones right,
We got in another fight last night,
He started yelling and telling me I'm worthless,
But I just go to the corner and cry,
Later when I go to say sorry he's passed out on the chair,
Ooh the smell is all too familiar now, why can't I leave?
They tell me to leave him,
Yet I havent, I'm used to the pain he causes,
Theres that smell again, I can't escape it,
This will be the last time I cry myself to sleep,
And I just wish I could stop repeating the past,
I remember I said I would
Looks like I'm wrong again,
Ooh the smell, why can't I escape you?
Here we go again, same old smell that keeps coming back like it's a bad habit,
I've wanted to tell you I'm leaving, but every time I get the guts you start to blame me,
This makes me feel lousy and I cry myself to sleep again,
When will this smell just go away?
Saturday, January 21, 2006
I added some pix of my trip to Vancouver... ya know with Brad Paisley, Terri Clark, and Johnny Reid... check 'em all out... I also added some pix of the sunset on the ferry on my way back to Victoria... hehe!
-Ash <3
Terri Clark, Brad Paisley, and Johnn Reid concert was great, however I couldn't see very well... and the two ladies beside me were rude... but oh well, I got some okay pix I guess... I'll post them later maybe... umm, anyways, I gotta get to bed, peace out, take care.
-Ash <3
2 DAYS.... until Terri yay!
-Ash <3
Saturday, January 14, 2006
5 DAYS!!! until Brad Paisley with Terri Clark... yay!!!
-Ash
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
8 DAYS!!! until Brad Paisley with Terri Clark... yay!!!
-Ash <3
Monday, December 19, 2005
Leaving TODAY!!! yay, I'll be arriving in California sometime tomorrow afternoon... and probably won't online on here for a couple days... anyways, gotta get ready, peace out, God bless.
-Ashleigh
Sunday, December 04, 2005
I miss Jason, I talked to him earlier tonight which was good, but he's stressing about school... which isn't good, his last day is Friday, I'm glad for him, cause he sure needs the break... he's been stressing about if he'll be able to finish all his homework by then, he even took tonight off to get caught up, but he says he gets tired of it after a while. well, only 15 DAYS until I leave, and I may even get to see Jason in 15 days if he is able to meet me at the bus station in Bellingham... I hope I get to see him, cause it's been since like August since we last seen each other, so it's been way to looooooooong!!! well that's all, have a good night people, I'm gonna head to bed now. oh, and only 12 DAYS until my winter vacation starts!!!
-Ashleigh
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
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Friday, November 18, 2005
ONE month, TWO days..........................................
I wanna see Jason 
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
ONE month, FOUR days............
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
ONE month, FIVE days...
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I like cheese
Monday, November 14, 2005
ONE month, SIX days...
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I miss Jason
Sunday, November 13, 2005
ONE month, SEVEN days....
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
ONE month, NINE days.....
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Monday, November 07, 2005
ONE month, THIRTEEN days!
Sunday, November 06, 2005
ONE month, FOURTEEN days!
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