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Constant over-stimulation numbs me, but i would not want you any other way-Tool

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My Journal: Monday, April 25, 2005
This song is crazy. i was bored one day in my research class so i looked up a few meanings of different things in this song, once you get them it makes alot more sense while listening.
Fourty-Six and Two means the perfect human or in this case hes refering to becoming perfect (its got a weird reason for this and it would take too long to explain so look it up yourself sometime)
and the shadow is basically everything that is opposite of you according to this weird mumbo jumbo "religion." in this song it just means changing yourself completely.


"Fourty-Six and Two"
By Tool

My shadow's
Shedding skin
and I've been picking
scabs again.
I'm down
digging through
my old muscles
looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
and insecure delusions
for a piece to cross me over
or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding
in my shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's
shedding skin.
I've been picking
my scabs again.

I've been crawling on my belly
clearing out what could've been
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic,
insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,
feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
cleansing I've endured in,
my shadow.
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what I've been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I,
choose to live and to,
grow,
take and give and to,
move,
learn and love and to,
cry,
kill and die and to,
be,
paranoid and to,
lie,
hate and fear and to,
do,
what it takes to move through.

I choose to live and to,
lie,
kill and give and to,
die,
learn and love and to,
do,
what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
stretching up and over me
soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way by
stepping through my shadow,
coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two
are just ahead of me.

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Posted on Nov 30, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
yeah i dont have a boyfriend any more. he cheated on me. haha he was lying to me the whole time. but i caught him. so yeah why cant people just be normal?
love jocelyn
Posted on Nov 28, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US

so school pretty much sucks for you to. cuz it does for me. and what did she do thats so bad?

Posted on Nov 18, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
do i know this girl? cuz i have an idea who it was and i hate this girl. but i dont want to say on here. lol. so are you gonna go gay now cuz like you said your giving up on girls lol. well write back love jocelyn
Posted on Nov 16, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
what do you mean everyone was right about what? yeah alot of people are mad at me right now at school for going out with him but its a really long story.gosh people are stupid. there all mad at me but there not mad at my boyfriend. its just more and more drama. well write back love Jocelyn
Posted on Nov 14, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
are you serious thats so gay. your to nice of a guy to be hurt. well dont worry about it youll find someone. gosh it has taken me awhile. and alot of people hate me for going out with this kid but i dont care what people think. well write back love yeah.
love jocelyn
Posted on Nov 09, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
things are ok i guess. your lucky though at least you can go a vist them on weekends or what ever. me i have to wait a whole year. and ill come and vist you when i come down there. so how has your love life been. do you have a girl friend? i have a boyfriend i know i shouldnt have one but he makes me happy. well i gota go write back soon love yeah
love jocelyn
Posted on Nov 03, 2005
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From: sportspaz
18, mooresville, North Carolina, US
hey ben how have you been? HOW iS UTAH!!! i love it down here i actully have a boyfriend. his name is cody hes a junior but how has you life been. hahaha. well hmb love yeah tonz love JOCELYN o yeah guess what down here they cant pernounce my name so they call me utah lol well love yeah bye
Posted on Oct 17, 2005
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From: sla-BSO-yer
21, Riverton, Utah, US
i dont know when im home for christmas its like the 22-2 or something like that. Dork!! i got excited when you were logged into msn but NO!! your not there loser!
Posted on Oct 15, 2005
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From: sla-BSO-yer
21, Riverton, Utah, US
WHAT UP BRO!!! I can use the internet on saturdays and sundays it cost money but i still can. so you should e-mail me or snowboard me or something like that add me as a friend to your myspace account
Posted on Sep 23, 2005
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From: hot_naz
21, IR
just wanted to say hi
cause u didnt
Posted on Sep 20, 2005
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From: Mindy24
20, Herriman, Utah, US
im doin pretty good school is pretty easy this year. Im taking multimedia at the tech center and then im taking AP drawing for two periods, then of coarse english and seminary. Not to bad i dont think. What have you been up to??
Posted on Sep 08, 2005
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From: Mindy24
20, Herriman, Utah, US
HEy Hows life treatn ya you gin to school yet you slacker?!!? Well things are pretty good here nothin really to complain about. write back you little punk ass or else! jm

mindy
Posted on Sep 06, 2005
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From: nomusicallowed
20, Pullman, Washington, US
hey hunny bunny! I was on Wells' myspace and i was like "hey, i havn't been on snowboard in forever! so i cam one... and i have one lonely comment... but it's from you so all's well :)

After thanksgiving would still rock... try for it!!!

and yah, i had a birthday... sorry. I need to update these pics too, this is lame!
Posted on Aug 21, 2005
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From: PAYj
18, Riverton, Utah, US
hey whats up? i havent seen you in forever lol well Im me k
paige
Posted on Aug 05, 2005
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From: snoman18
20, Riverton, Utah, US
youre soo sexy too
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