Don't think the grass is greener on the other side, and it will only take a change in location, a raise, a companion, another hit to cross over into that pasture - become fully aware + involved in the field that you are in, and cultivate your own garden of Eden. There is no happiness in the world that you don't create yourself.

Embrace, transcend + include, rise above and become a part of a positive happening. Your mindset is the path your actions will be dictated by, so why deny the obvious and universal truth that ultimately you only want happiness, and think that the temporary systems and constructs of a society built on the aspects of human nature so easily perverted & exploited - greed, lust, sin in all forms that lead to jealousy, separation, anxiety + suffering will provide more than a fleeting glimpse of it? You choose to be happy, it's not an outside force, or event that will make you that way. You react and respond to the events + happenings + experiences in your life exactly the way you decide, however subconsciously. 

f*ck ya telkwa ...represent!