i am with the most wonderful man in the world...i am up and cant sleep because of him and those damn misquitos but he is the best ever hahaha
i am going to have the most wonderful life
as most of you know i havent had the bestlife or people there for me befor
but i still keep my head up and look forward to making mistakes and learning from them
or making no mistakes and living life better then anyone i will ever know

my fiance ash will always be my man and will always love me...as i will for him ...i want to go on the tallest mountain and scream at the top of my lungs the bond we have the friendship we hold the amazing love we share couldnt make me any happier then i have ever been...soon i will be miss *tara nicole ashley etmekdjian*
and he will love me and i will bare his children and live in our ginormous house with our three trucks and three...ok he says five cars but i'm thinking realistic here hahahaha
we will have grand-babies and live our life the way two good people should...the way WE deserve for being so wonderful hahaha *so conceited but its only a joke*
i hope all of you find what i have found and hope that you live long and prosper with the fruits of life wich you soon will sow for being so great ...nothing could make me un happy now...i have anew job...my dad has a new job(wich infact my father is not so sick anymore he might live for another ten years

but hid kidnesy are still failing in him)
what a silly word blog..well i just wanted to scream this but i cant its 1AM and hes sleeping..his dads sleeping......oh and a coon just ran by the window i gotta chase it and shoot it ...........ok and i'm back....coons dead

and fed to the god damn dogs next door its the neighbors problem now hahahaha..i mean MUAHAHAhahahahahah
..have a good day all ...i just wanted to say i am finally happy with no hesitions of saying it
lots of love light and laughter
the island gurl with the camo hat
Bear