please don't read this blog any farther if you don't like hearing me bitch



you know i really thought i had a chance this time at some sort of normal that maybe one thing in my life would go right but i f*cking fooled myself didn't i
it shouldn't even suprise me anymore my life and everything i do is set up for self-destruction i might as well face the truth and check myself into a mental institution before i completely destroy myself

you know its bad when your antidepressent cannot even make the slightest impact in your pathetic life...

so this is me i'm going to check out of life now and just sit here until someone makes me move

oh and thanks a lot... to the girl that got me to the hospital last year and thinks she's a hero, you saved my life from ending but now i still don't know how to live.   so really you didn't save anything and i actually died that day

i know this seems like a slap in the face to all that are my friends
but i'm sorry i just can't care anymore....






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