three tests in a row that i have failed i give up i have wrecked my gpa and wrecked my chances of getting into med school now even if i get a perfect 45 on the MCATs i will be turned down i am so stupid why can't i do this college thing whats so hard about it that i struggle so much and now what do i do with my life what do i do when all my life i have wanted to be a doctor and now i am begining to realize that i don't even have what it takes to get through college i'n such and idiot and now i am at a stand still and all i can do is hate myself and cry and get through the semester and transfer to a tech school when my renters lease runs out so that i can at least salvage my pitiful life