please don't read this blog any farther if you don't like hearing me bitch
you know i really thought i had a chance this time at some sort of
normal that maybe one thing in my life would go right but i f*cking
fooled myself didn't i
it shouldn't even suprise me anymore my life and everything i do is set
up for self-destruction i might as well face the truth and check myself
into a mental institution before i completely destroy myself
you know its bad when your antidepressent cannot even make the slightest impact in your pathetic life...
so this is me i'm going to check out of life now and just sit here until someone makes me move
oh and thanks a lot... to the girl that got me to the hospital last
year and thinks she's a hero, you saved my life from ending but now i
still don't know how to live. so really you didn't save
anything and i actually died that day
i know this seems like a slap in the face to all that are my friends
but i'm sorry i just can't care anymore....
