Wednesday, May 31, 2006

i feel like my heart has been icecream scooped out of my chest. but it doesn't hurt maybe it's because i have fazed myself out.  i always knew i was just the rebound girl.  the rebound girl always gets used and then thrown out.  now i have this huge numb hole when the ice melts then maybe i will feel the pain and i can move on.  for now how ever i'm going to put myself in the freezer and let myself get cold again

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Published by 360double: 11:35 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i presented my proposal today and was undressed with every single guys eyes i don't think any of them even heard my proposal but they all seemed to like it i got tons of complements and best of wishes...since i am leaving this little town for good on friday

i guess i should have worn this bra and these tight pants a long time ago

so they don't like me for me, they like what i look like and that i'm confident...maybe that is me...maybe i am pretty and confident and that's it. they don't need to know that i'm fun, intense and free spirited right?

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Published by 360double: 12:34 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i could be considered to be slightly unstable, mildly violent and possibly even a little crazy. 

the summer is comming, i wish we could just have one month of summer and have the rest be winter though i have no good slopes by me...comparatively.

i have decided i move to much i should just live out of the trunk of my car or live in a bus station and see where it takes me.

i tried being a hobo in california it was great until another hobo stole my money i worked hard for that, i though there was honor between hobo...or is that theives.

i do what makes me happy, because that is really the only thing in this world...not to say that i am all about pleasure, i have hopes and dreams and i kinda like pain sometimes it lets me know that i am still alive.

and living i have decided is a good thing because life is an adventure look what it's brought me so far, i'm waiting for august to finally meet the guy of my dreams...

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Published by 360double: 3:55 PM