talked to my shrink today she thinks i have a thyroid problem i love how doctors like to write off complicated situations with a name. i am suprized that they let me leave the hospital.
my shrink had a student intern today i have never been immbarassed that i have problems until today she refused to look at me and see me as a person it killed me inside i wanted to scream at her that i was trying my best and that its not completely my fault that i am messed up and that i am trying to get better. i guess i am a freak but i don't need to be reminded of it
she looked on in horror as i told my shrink about my day and last week particularly thursday my shrink doesn't want to hear my problems though and she always changes the subject and asks me if i am talking to my other shrink the one that actually listens to me and has comfyer chairs
now i feel worse about myself which is the last thing i should be feeling and worse yet i feel as though no one cares my friends change the subject and strangers talk to me more then they do strangers know more about me then they do
i need to restructure my life
my shrink says i am always looking sad and she offers me no solutions exept for antidepressents and a permenent bed in a mental institution
who says that anyway
why the f*ck do i have to deal with people who want to see me in a coma or worse quietly wandering the white halls of some institute whoms name sounds like harvard.
